P.o.v Ross
I'm a sick human being! No one could ever love someone like me. My heart will never be able to get what it desires. That thing being my oldest brother. Sickening I know. I'm just a complete mess. I cut myself because it is the only pain greater than the heartache I feel every time I look at Riker. Just the thought of not being able to be with him brings me to tears. I started to cry for the fifth time today. In case you haven't noticed I have been home alone all day but if I'm not mistaken I think Riker is going to be home soon. I cried for about five minutes and then I reached into the drawer of my bedside table and grabbed a razor out of it. I made clean cuts all down my arm as I sobbed in pain. I kept going until my door bust open. I saw Riker with a worried expression. He soon began crying along with me. "Why Ross... Why would you do this to yourself?" He asked me as his voice cracked slightly. At first I didn't speak. But then all of a sudden before I realized what was happening I spoke. "I'm a sick human being Riker! Nobody could ever love a person like me! Unlike anyone else in this world my heart will never get what it desires!" I sobbed loudly. All of a sudden what happened next was what I least expected. He just hugged me "its okay Ross, whatever is wrong, you will get through it, I will help you through it." He said knowing not to push the topic. I just sobbed. He will never understand.
P.o.v Riker
Its okay Ross, whatever is wrong, you will get through it, I will help you through it." I said knowing not to force him into telling me anything because I know that if I do then he will try and push me away which I obviously don't want. You see, Ross and I are closer than your average everyday siblings and this is why, I like him as more than a brother. He doesn't know this but I'm hoping to one day build up the courage to tell him how I feel. In a perfect world he would tell me he's in love with me too and all that gushy romantic stuff. I just wish he knew how I felt about him. All of a sudden without thinking I leaned in and kissed his perfect pink lips. This kiss was more incredible than I would ever have imagined a first kiss with anyone to be. I mean I've kissed other people before but the feeling I got in my stomach from this kiss was just totally strange. I pulled back and stared into his eyes. He looked so lost and confused. "There is something I have been wanting to tell you for a long time now Ross" I said nervously. "And what would that be?" He replied sounding a bit happier now. "You see Ross, I-I really like you... As in more than a brother, and I have for quite some time now. Before I could process what was happening Ross leaned in and kissed my lips with more force than I had used on him but with just as much passion, if not more. "I love you too Rike" Ross replied as he pulled away from the kiss.