Love. I hadn't realized just how much I loved you.
Loss. But somehow your death had changed everything.
Grief. Crying for days into your corpse; begging you to wake up.
Denial. Not believing the lies; you weren't dead, it was just a cruel joke.
Insanity. Fighting logic; reaching for something that wasn't there.
Loathing. Hating you for leaving me, for allowing me to become like this.
Forgiveness. I forgive you Tom; I forgive you for everything your death has done to me.
I can only hope that you forgive me for killing you…