DISCLAIMER- I do not own Naruto.

AN- I'm not that big a fan of the Sasu-tachi pairing, but I always wondered why Itachi said "learn to hate"

SASUKES POV

"Learn to hate little brother." That's what Itachi always said to me when I saw him. Always learn to hate. I know it may not seem like it but I actually love my brother. More than anything. I remember when we were little, before he killed our parents, we used to kiss. I know we were young but he started it.

I was sitting out in the park, playing with some of my friends, when Itachi came up to me. "Hey little bother, I need to talk to you at home, you need to come with me right now" I was whining all the way home, I remember I didn't want to leave my friends. Maybe if I hadn't none of this would have happened as it has. But anyway, we got all the way home and he led me to his room, locking me in there with him. He started kissing, it freaked me out a little bit at first but I started to really like it, even though it made me feel weird in my pants.

We kept kissing, and it led to other things. I remember the first time that we did it together, it hurt really bad, but it felt so good. Oh my god did it feel good. We kept experimenting with it. It was all sorts of amazing. But then, the last time. That I remember in perfect clarity. I don't think I will ever forget that day.

Itachi had called me to his room first thing that morning. I was sleepy and in my pajamas. He pulled me into the bath room with him. We took a bath together, I rubbed his muscles and washed his back and he did the same for me. As we sat in the tub to soak he started to touch me and tease me on all those spots he knew would make me hard. I climbed into his lap and did the same to him, making him hard. Itachi kept teasing me, and teased him. It got to be too much.

I begged for Itachi to take me, be in my ass. But he kept teasing me. I couldn't take it anymore, I grabbed his dick, lifted myself up off his lap and forced Itachi into my ass. Oh it hurt, but it hurt so good. I moved up and down, stroking myself as I did. Just as I was about to cum, Itachi stopped me, put his thumb over my slit and stopped it, grabbed my hips and stopped me. He teased me, told me to beg for him to cum in my ass, and then maybe he would allow me to cum. I did, I begged. And when I was allowed to cum, oh god was it amazing. I slumped on his shoulder, kissed it and told him I loved him.

He stiffened and then we continued the bath as if nothing had happened. After I went and got dressed. That was the day my parents died. Itachi killed them. He told me that he had told them about us. He told me that, he never loved me. He hated me for being such a little whore. He told me to learn to hate him. And I did, for a few days but then I realized Itachi was the only one I could possibly love.

Of course it isn't any better that I am sitting here, next to a sleeping Naruto after we had sex and I lied to him about loving him. I can't love him, ever. Because some how, I will always love Itachi, I will never learn to hate him.