2nd story. This chapter I don't think is all that great. I think I spelled Juliet's last names wrong :O oopsies? :P First Jalex, I hope you like! I wrote this all in an hour in a half (I was falling asleep. I woke up around 3:30 yesterday afternoon and I haven't been asleep yet.-9:43-) Alrighty! Either this sucks or worse, here ya go!
May 19, 2012
Dear Diary,
I have just witnessed the greatest news in the history of news ever! Guess what? No, seriously, guess. I'll give you a clue. It has something to do with my not-so-favorite-person-in-the-world-right-now brother AND his freaking, *calming self, calming self*lovely girlfriend, Juliet! Have ya guessed yet? Hmm, here's another hint. It has something to do with my *calming self again* brother going to Jared's to buy a certain someone something to keep her company. On her LEFT hand. Placed on her *calming self*2nd to last finger! You have GOT to of guessed. You did? Good. HE PROPOSED TO JULIET BLOODSUCKING VANHOUSEN! (ahh, that felt horrible) Wonderful, ain't it? And here's another jolly good thing. YES! She said yes! Here's how it went: My brother, Justin invited his 3-year-long girlfriend, Juliet over to our house for a family dinner and surprised her by popping the question while we were eating dinner! How loose-corny is THAT? I mean, if Mason ever proposed to me, I would at least EXPECT it not to be in front of our whole family! And at dinner, come on! Can't you see I am eating here? Ugh! My brother is so selfish AND getting married! What, you think I should be happy for him? Have you been listening to ANYTHING I've written in you at all over the last year? Let me tell you again then, shall we? First of all, I'm a rebellious(ugh, stereotypes. Hahahaha, I'm just kidding, I don't even know what that means), sick teen who's in love with her alien-talking, nerd of a brother(I swear I've told you this like over a thousand times already). But supposedly he loves me too. That we can't be together. That it's "against the law."And all of that other bull. I mean, who comes up with this stuff? So.. what? We could keep it a secret! We had been for quite sometime until little miss "OMG! I'm so nice! And I smell like Vanilla! Uh, hehe" came along and became a "perfect distraction" for us. But now(!) he's getting married to her! What am I supposed to say to that, buddehboi? Oh, ho, ho, wait'll till you hear this. Guess who "Oh, YAH! I suck the jelly straight out of a donut. Haha, I'm so cool(which is kind of by the way, but I'm never admitting that again!)" asked to be her Maid of Honor? Okay, you're terrible at guessing, I'm gonna just tell you. ME! I mean, hel-loooo? It has the name "maid" in it! I will not be honored ot be a maid! And doesn't that mean I have to follow her around ALL OF THE TIME and do stuff and agree with her? I mean, why didn't she just ask that pear shaking person she's always talking about, anyways? But of course, I HAD to say yes. If that selfless little- Wait, my mom's calling me.
Pass out, Suckahs! Haha, I learned that from a show about a girl without a chance or something like that
I closed my diary and sped to my door before my mom could enter. Max had broken the lock when... I don't even.. "Alex!" I heard my mom yell again. I stepped out of my room and closed the door along.
"Yes, mom?" I say.
She stares at my door for a couple of seconds with a magazine be her side before answering me. "Why don't you go say goodbye to Juliet before she leaves, Miss Bridesmaid!" She pokes my stomach with her fingers.
"Mom!" I say before laughing. I straighten up. "Do I have to? You know, I should really get back to that homework in there. You know, since it's senior year and grades are really counti-" I get cut off.
"Juliet just left. She wanted to thank you again for serving her dinner. Isn't she just the best?" He stares off into space with a smile plastered on his face. I glare at him the whole time.
"Bye, mom." I totally ignore my brother standing there. I slip my hand around the handle of my door and am about to slip in when I hear Justin say, "Can I talk to you for a minute, Alex?"
I sigh and turn back around. "Like I just told mom, I have some really important work to do and I really can't be disturbed right now!" I say hastily. I feel a tap of the magazine my mom's holding. "Alex, as much as we would want you to, you don't do homework. And school just ended yesterday. Now let your brother talk to you," she says. "I'll be down in the kitchen if you need me." She walked away down the hall.
"No, seriously, Justin, I'm really busy, can we talk lat-" he pushed himself into my room. "Or now, I guess."
I sit on my bed and stare at my feet. He just stares at me, leaning on my dresser. "Look, I know how-"
"You know what, Justin? I don't care. I already know that you love Juliet more than you could ever love your ignorant, messed up, little sister, alright? You don't have to explain yourself. I know the drill. That all we-" I am cut off. Again,
"Alex, will you just hush for once?" He aks. I look down at me feet again. I hear him sigh. "Okay, look, people are noticing things. People have been noticing things. For awhile now."
"About what? That you're in love with your sister?" I see him snap his wrist, silencing our room from the others. "Or should I say were in love with your sister. Or that you were proposing to another girl?" My tears were not coming, they were not going to come. "When's the wedding?" I ask.
Justin hesistates for a moment. "Uhh.. Well, you see. Juliet wants it to be during the wedding month, I think. And well.." He pauses.
When is this wedding month? It couldn't be for a couple of months. "When is it, Justin?"
He states, "June 24."
My tears betrayed me. I looked up at the ceiling, trying to keep the water locked in my eyes as one trailed down my cheek. I pretended I had an itch and scratched where the tear had fallen.
I heard weight being lifted off of my dresser as my brother came to cuddle me. "Alex," he said. I had heard that word so many times out of those lips. "No, Justin. Just leave. Don't tell me it'll be alright, okay?" I sighed. "Do you know it hurts? It hurts when I can't cuddle with you, or talk to you naturally without not being in public. I am not yours. I have never been yours. And I won't ever be yours." I'm sobbing now. "I get jealous, of all the girls you've dated. Nothing can happen and nothing will. And I now have to be Juliet's stupid Maid of Honor! I have to be with her through everything! When she talks about the honeymoon you'll be on, or what wedding dress she'll wear!" I cry. "I have to her walk down the aisle. I have to watch you say you love someone else. Right in front of my face. I have to see you kiss her. I have to know that everyday you've made love to her. That you've made a family with her." He looks away from me at that. My voice cracks. "Not me, Justin. Not me. It's never me. I can never be with you. And you've decided that you don't want me. So please. Just leave. It hurts to much," I say.
He just sits there staring at the window he can't look out through or see out of. I get up and put on my shoes. He also gets up. I walk out of my door. I don't care if he follows.
I jog out until I'm outside of the substation and on Waverly Place. Nobody's ever out here this time.
I hear the door of the sandwich shop open and close. I wait until I know he's behind me. He wraps his arms around my waist. I start to cry again. I turn toward my brother and cry probably for forever, him totally missing his wedding. We sink down onto the ground. He kisses my forehead gently, like a whisper. He fingers the necklace around my neck that he gave me a year ago. That says Always. It could mean anything actually. But it was personal for me. I hadn't taken it off since.
"I'm sorry," I hear him say. He rocks me back and forth, shushing me until I actually fall asleep.
The next thing I know, I'm on my bed. I look at the clock. 6:14 a.m. "Uhhhhh..." I groan. Why did I wake up this early? I know I can't fall back asleep.
I decide to go down to the kitchen to get some Lucky Charms. I walk down the hallway but stop when I hear voices in the kitchen. Justin and Juliet. What is she even doing here?
I crept down the stairs and see Juliet. In only a shirt. Justin's shirt. My shirt. The one I wear when nody else is around. Or wore, I should say.
I see Justin snuggling her as tight as possible. They're making these moaning noises. I first want to barf but instead I want to cry. I run back up to my room with tears running down my face. Man, I am becoming such a wuss. I close the door harder than a I meant to. A lot harder than I meant to. I hear feet running up the stairs. I jump back up to my door as soon as it opens again.
"Alex," he says for the thousandth time. "Wait."
I glare at my brother. "Get out of my room!" I scream. I slam the door in his face, that time meaning to.
May 20, 212
Dear Diary,
I really hate Justin.
Yeah, yeah, I know. It sucks and it's short, oh well. PLEASE review, I like it a LOT! Harsh criticism is mucho appreciated. I will be making a bunch of other chapters that all lead up to the wedding. Just to let you know Jalex fans and all you other horribly mistaken people who disagree on this couple, there will be twist... DUN DUN DUN.. Yeah, I know, Cheesy. Oh, haha, how'd you like my "loose-corny" joke I put in there? No? Okay, my bad then. Okay, sorry if there were any gramatical mistakes and errors. You can tell me ALL about it when you post a ... REVIEW *jazz hands* Haha, thanks for reading,(yes, I know I'm lame).