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Okay so this is my new story.

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Edward's POV

"Don't be sad, it won't be long before I'm back." I hated seeing Bella in pain let alone if I caused it.

"That's the thing Edward. I don't know when you'll be back. I can't lose you, you mean everything to me." Bella broke down sobbing and clung to my shirt for dear life.

I held her tightly against my chest and cried silent tears. I didn't want to leave her but I had no choice. I had to leave for my family's sake.

"When are you leaving?" Bella wiped the tears from her face and faced me. Her face was torn and broken. I could feel the remorse burning inside of me for inflicting this torture upon her. She was my light, my everything.

"Tomorrow night." I said, hardly audible. There was a huge knot inside my throat that wouldn't let me speak. I couldn't dare look her in the eye and tell her.

"And your just telling me now!" she pushed me aside and stood up anger and sadness apparent in her eyes.

"Why just now! You expect me to understand and go along with this when I have less than 24 hrs with you!" She broke down once more. She got on her knees and cried. I knew I was causing her this pain. But I could not stop it either.

I crawled next to her and tried holding her against me but she fidgeted. She tried pushing me away with her arms.

"Bella!" I implored.

"No! I hate you! I hate you! I hate…you!" She slapped my chest repeatedly but I couldn't let her go.

After a while, she calmed down and was leaning against my chest dryly. She wasn't crying and she wasn't speaking either. It seemed as if the life had been taken out of her.

I picked her up and carried her to my bedroom. It was getting late and she was worn out.

I placed her on the bed and took out her pajamas for her to change into. She stared up at me blankly and shifted her eyes towards the luggage that was sitting in the corner of the room. She grasped her pajamas and held them hard to her chest. She walked to the bathroom slowly, tears threatening to fall. I tried holding back a scream and my own tears as she made her way across the room.

She closed the door behind her and turned on the water. I could hear her crying form inside the shower.

I myself didn't know when I would be coming back but I didn't want to lose her. I didn't want this to be the last night. But if it had to be, I wanted to give her a memory until the next time we'd see each other.

I walked to the bathroom door and carefully opened it. I stared at her figure in the shower and undressed myself. Her sobs came and went but her shaking stayed in place. I opened the door to her shower and stepped in. I placed a hand delicately on her shoulder in order not to startle her. She turned her head to the side but quickly faced the water.

I walked over to her, my body against hers and started kissing down her neck. I felt her relax beneath my touch. After a few seconds, she turned and faced me. She looked me in the eyes and with her delicate fingers traced the silhouette of my face. She traced my jaw line and my lips, never averting her eyes away from mine. She leaned in and placed a simple kiss on my lips. I placed my arm around her small waist and rested her head against my body.

I couldn't recall how long we stood under the water in that embrace but I wished it had lasted longer.

I started placing kisses against her shoulder and neck again.

When she stood upright and glanced at me, there was an edge to her eyes. She leaned in and gave me what seemed like the last kiss. It was passionate and deep, but it held so much power that I couldn't bare it be the last. I grabbed her by the thighs and placed her on mine. I held her against the shower wall and caressed her perfect structure.

As I let her back on her feet, she moaned as I entered into her tight body. Eliciting a moan from the both of us. I could feel the water starting to burn and I realized that we had the knob placed to the hottest setting. Bella didn't seem to mind; instead, she inched closer to me.

I grinded my hips in harder each time. She herself would back up and thrust me all the way inside of her.

I pulled out of her but she wouldn't take that. She lowered her self and started to stroke my peanus. After encircling it with her tongue, she slid it into her mouth.

The vibrations from her mouth sent shivers through my aching body. She released me and started kissing her way up to my lips. She kissed me in a fierce way that I couldn't recognize her.

I wrapped her legs around my waist and walked out of the shower. Making sure, I turned off the water.

I lowered her slowly onto the bed, her lips never leaving mine. I intertwined my tongue with hers as we each fought for dominance.

Slowly we made our way under the covers. I lifted my head and looked own at her. As much as I wanted this to go on, I didn't want her to be doing it out of confliction. She looked at me and nodded. That very second my hard erection throbbed and found a way inside of her.

"Agh!" She groaned. I thrust in and out of her just to hear her moans.

Her kisses, her lips were passionate and addicting. I could feel that she was reaching her peak.

She moaned my name as I thrust harder and faster inside of her.

"Agh! Edward! Mhmm!" She moaned. Her nails were seeping through my skin as she dug them in.

"Edward!" Hearing her say my name aloud threw me over at the same time she came also.

I sustained my self on top of her as our breathing regulated.

Once calmed, I pulled out. She reached up for my neck and placed kisses along my bare chest. I rolled over and let her do as she pleased.

Her lips roamed my body in every way possible. As her lips made their way down I could feel her warm breath along by balls. Her tongue sent a ting through my dick. She teased it more and more causing it to throb once more. This pleased her.

After toying with me and inflicting a hard on, she let me go. She made her way slowly up to me but I grabbed her ever so gently by her neck and kissed her. I flipped us over so that I would be on top again. She faced the window curtains with her mouth opened and her eyes closed. Her hand was stretched out to the tip of the bed, seeing her like that made my dick jab against her thigh. A smile appeared on her lips. She moved her hand and traced her perfect abs.

I leaned down and caressed every inch of her body. Her body wasn't new territory for me but it amazed me each time. I teased her nipples earning moans each time I sucked on one.

"Awgh!" She turned and faced me with a look full of lust and pleasure. I could feel my erection pounding, causing me pain.

She placed her legs around my waist. I held her face in my hands and kissed her with a force that ragged inside of me. Imagining that I wouldn't be here with her for a while infuriated me. I couldn't stand that thought. With her hand she stroked my peanus and pumped at it.

"Bella!!" I urged.

"Make me yours forever" she pleaded.

"I love you my sweet Bella." that was all it took and Bella's lips crushed into mine fierce and burning with fire.

She herself squeezed my erection and thrust it inside of her.

"Edward." she panted.

I laid us back down and for the second time that night I made love to her.

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It was twelve midnight when I heard Bella crying. She always slept curled up next to me but tonight she was at the furthest point in the bed crying.

"Bella." I whispered.

I placed a hand on her shoulder and rolled her onto my side.

"Shh! Baby don't cry." I tried soothing. "It's going to be fine."

She shook her head and sobbed on my bare chest.

"Do you regret it? Last night?" I asked, after she calmed down. She shook her head.

"I don't want you to leave." she cried.

"I don't either."

"Then don't go!" she yelled, sitting up and covering her self.

"Bella I don't have a choice." I said in the dark.

She lay back down next to me and whispered. "Then hold me close." I did as she asked and held her tight to my heart.

As I hummed her lullaby for her to sleep at peace, tears escaped from my eyes. This was the only time I could cry with Bella next to me.

After feeling my eyes dry out I noticed Bella was asleep. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep as well.

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