Disclaimer- I do not own Twilight or Stephenie Meyer, but I do own Angel she is my character.

Chapter 1 Angel's Loss

It will be like I never existed.

Who knew those words would be the ones that shredded my heart to ribbons. I truly did love Alex Cullen. My family didn't like him. It doesn't help matters being fully Quileute and living on the reservation. I had to cross the treaty line just to be able to go on a date with my boyfriend. He was a vampire. I felt everything slide away from me at that moment. Once I again became aware of my surroundings. I walked up to Alex and thrust myself against him.

"I'll go with you! You don't have to leave me! Please Alex don't leave me. Please don't break my heart anymore." I begged.

Alex shook his head and took off in a flash there was nothing left to prove he had ever been with me. I was truly alone. Running I took off for my house. As I ran through the door I slammed it shut behind me. I Angel Thunderbird was going to be alone the rest of my life. Just as I entered the kitchen the tears started to stream down my face. Alex didn't love me. He left me to die at the hands of my father. I didn't care anymore if Alex couldn't love me who could? My cousin Sam hasn't come to see me in so long. Everyone has left me. It wasn't just the loss of Alex that hurt me, it was the loss of all of the Cullens the same day. Then my father looked up at me. I didn't care anymore about the look in his eye that I had learned early on meant something sinister. He could kill me and I wouldn't put up a fight. I no longer cared about anything.

Staring my father in the eyes I whispered, "He left me. You can be happy now. I'm as miserable as you!"

His eyes flashed just as I expected them to. I was hoping by antagonizing him he would just do it already and end my pain. I waited for the pain that usually accompanied and to my luck I didn't have to wait long. Something slammed my face into the table. I felt the table break with the force of the crunch. I tasted blood and hoped for worse.

"You are the reason my mother left me!" I growled.

I felt before I seen the foot flying towards my ribs. After that everything seemed to jumble together. The pain wasn't in one spot it was everywhere. I closed my eyes to escape it into the waiting darkness. The last thing I knew I felt strong arms lifting me from the ground. I hoped it was Alex's arms, or heck I would even settle for moody Edward's arms right now.

"You're going to be ok. He won't ever hurt you again! I won't allow it sweet pea." A kind voice whispered into my ear.

A mist clouded my vision, and suddenly a beautiful woman drifted into my sight.

"Child, I'm from the original Tribal elders. Your time is coming soon for the war is not that far off. Poor child, but this was your path that you had to walk to find your destiny. This path is yours alone. There is however one other that will walk it with you. Your mate. You will meet soon my child but you must understand T'ist'ilal you are not alike him as he is his brothers. The war is fast approaching and it is time for you to fight." The woman said before the mist disappeared and I was looking into the two most gorgeous brown orbs I had ever seen.

"Are you alright? I thought we lost you for a minute there. You healed really fast which confused me. I have never met another being that healed as fast as I. My name is Jacob. What is yours?" The kind stranger said.

Looking into his eyes was like glancing into the tunnel of my soul. In his eyes I saw my future, and that terrified me. I should still be mourning the loss of my love. I should not be rejoicing in my strange savior coming in too soon for my timely peace. In that moment though even my anger could not fully reach it's height. This beautiful creature standing before me was looking at me with adoration and love though I had just met him. I believe I would remember if I had ever before set eyes on such a man that took my breath away like this. He made me want to climb to the top of Mount Everest. To walk across the shores of La Push. Whatever this new found feeling was within me it was not right. It couldn't be. As I took in my surroundings I noticed I was lying on a soft bed in a room that I had never before set eyes on.

"Get away from me. Thank you for helping me but if you will show me to the door I will leave. I'm sorry for your inconvenience." I stuttered out jumping up.

"I'm afraid I can't allow you to go back to that man. It would kill me knowing that I was sending you back to the slaughter. I don't even know your name." Jacob said looking down.

"Angel Thunderbird." I whispered.

Jacob gasped and looked away. So he had heard of my family. I guess my how many great grandmothers back was his family's one that got away, because she knew it would save his family.

"It's ok Jacob Black. You have nothing to worry about. I will leave and you can pretend we never met." I whispered.

I ran for the window. I didn't care then even if it hurt me. I needed to get out of there. I cleared the window safely. The further I got away the more my chest ached. I felt like I was being suffocated. It was then that I ran into a familiar hard chest.

"Angel stop. You don't have to stay with him, but at least stay with me. I should have defended you sooner. Stay with Emily and I." Sam begged.

"Emily? Whose Emily? What happened to Leah?" I asked confused.

Sam looked at the ground for a moment before he could meet my gaze.

"Leah and I aren't together anymore. She wasn't my destiny Emily is." Sam said determined.

"I've about had it up to here with hearing about destiny. At least you didn't call me T'ist'ilal like she did. I'm Quileute yes but that does not mean I want to hear my family legends. My life has fallen apart enough. Sam I'll stay with you as long as Jacob stays far away from me. I don't like the way I feel for him." I said quietly.

Sam at first appeared shocked but then a sense of calm settled over his features and he nodded at me. Gently Sam lifted me and carried me through the trees to a small cabin. A beautiful girl stepped out, but half of her face was scarred. Even with the scars she was still beautiful. Hopefully she knew that.