A/N: Total AU. You can tell…Movie-Verse. takes place before Haldir leaves for Helms Deep.
Broken heart
"Im meleth le." Haldir whispered kissing my brow. Tears stung at my eyes.
"Will I ever see you again?" I whisper, almost inaudibly. He didn't answer, his eyes staring off into the horizon with so much pain filling them.
" I don't know" he said, answering the dreaded question, his voice cracking. The tears began to roll down my flawless cheeks and I was unable to stop them. He knelt before me, placing his hands on my swollen belly. "Look after her." he mumbled quietly, but loud enough for my sensitive ears to hear as plainly as if he was talking normally. I did not know if he was talking to me or the unborn child inside of my womb. Slowly, Haldir began to turn but then he stopped, and before I realized it, I was folded into his warm, strong embrace. He kissed me passionately, holding me tightly as if the stronger he held, then somehow, some way we would not be parted. We had to face the truth, however bitter it was. My tears rolled onto his face and too soon he pulled away. He sighed and caressed the side of my ageless cheek with his hand, savoring it as he gazed into my eyes. I could see the sorrow pooled in them and wished this could be happening to someone else, anyone else, but us. I was sure my own eyes reflected the feeling that was in his. He sighed again and with one last hug, he turned and began to walk away, from me, from our unborn child, and from his whole life. He left, off to helms deep, leaving me, his wife behind. I couldn't help but feel the immensity of despair wash over me, and suffocate any joy I may have had left. With one last sad glance back, my love was gone.
"I will never see him again." I whisper, knowing it is true. I stared into the darkening horizon; unable to turn myself away, wishing to see him come back, change his mind about going to what was surely his death. Weariness crept slowly upon me and I knew I had to rest for the sake of the baby. I sighed and turned towards Haldir and My house, 'soon to be only my house' I thought solemnly, not bothering to push the evil, consuming thoughts away. I tried to sleep but could not, for I felt an encroaching shadow drawing near, to destroy all that I knew and loved.
1 week later
I gasped and my legs turned to water as I collapsed to my knees. It had happened. I was sure. I knew it would, but that did not matter. For I could not, and would not live without him. I could feel the world around me crumble away and I could not stop the sobs that racked through my frail body. I felt Orophin place his hand tenderly on my back, for he shared this loss, but I hardly noticed and it offered me little comfort. Sorrow engulfed me and I felt its icy tendrils grasping for my very soul, trying to poison me, trying to claim me. Darkness began to creep into my vision and I did not fight it any longer. My world was nothing. Gone. Destroyed. Everything I had known was falling away. The outside world slipped away gradually and the comforting voice of Orophin became distant before it disappeared forever. "I welcome the darkness." I whisper and finally it fully takes over me. The last thing I feel is a violent, unbearable, ripping pain in my chest, and immediately I know what it is. It is my very heart breaking.
A/N: Could be a made into a mult-chap story if you guys liked it…please review…also note I don't have a beta-reader.