how do you perceive what is real, what makes us say reality.

What makes us want to save….

Reality is that we don't know it.

I know it

I don't understand why

I want to understand why

I stare into nothing and I know

I can feel time slow down

and I know it's there

I flex my fingers and relax my head

I hear them, everyone

They claim to know

I decide that feeling, hearing and seeing is my reality

Until I can no longer do it

then it changes.

I can't define reality for you

Reality is, you have to do that

I wonder why these things change when I change

when I push you, my reality changes

but so does yours

maybe we all live different realities

Maybe there is trillions of realities

that of each living being, of each entity

they have their own, one only they can define

we, I mean, I struggle to understand the concept

Maybe I am not meant to control reality

Not mine, not that of others

Maybe reality is meant to control itself

by reacting to another reality

what if everything is water

and we are drops of water

making circles in a large pond

a pond of realities

what is it really, some jest

some joke that we have purpose

I don't know anymore

reality only matters as long as we want it to

maybe that is the only reality we need to know

that as long as we think it matters, it exists

and when we forget it, it's no longer there