Prologue Sam's POV

We softly whisper through the day as we sit in class with a grim smile on our face, waiting to proceed to our daily routine. That's the way it was before you….

You would throw a comment in my face hoping to win, but you knew I was winning before we even started.

I am witty, and yes you ARE nerdy, but I still never thought it would harm you that way.

I caused you pain, without even knowing. I caused you depression, and could not do a thing. I caused all that misery in your life, but rubbed it in your face.

You will never know how much I miss you. I miss your Brown eyes, and how they would wonder to Carly, and you would dream of her finally seeing the light and coming into you.

I knew it was not going to happen.

How could she see the light, when it was off? Not possible.

I miss your nerdy self, talking about Hydraulic software, going on and on about the moving pictures experts group, and how my theory was wrong. You used to help me figure out how to Turn on my computer.

I miss your ability to even try to stand up to me, unlike most people that piss me off, like Gibby and Jonah.

I know that you're not coming back, you told me. I heard you. I heard those words that struck me, they had broken me. I hate you. Those words repeat in my head. Over and over, again and again.

"Sam…I…I hate you." Again. "Sam….I…I hate you." And again. "Sam…I…I hate you."

You hate me.

You hate me…

And I love you…

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