I woke up to the sun shining brightly through my window, another reminder that I wasn't in Forks anymore. Don't get me wrong, I was happy to be back with my mother and Phil, but I missed Forks. I missed it's small town charm. I missed the great friends I made there. Jessica, Mike, Angela, Eric, and Tyler. Jacob too. I missed Charlie. Most of all I missed him. I know he isn't there anymore but that place still reminded me of him. There was something to remind me of him everywhere I went in Forks, those last few weeks. I sat up and stretched all my muscles. Blinking a few times I then glanced at my clock, I was fine until I realized it was Monday. 8:15. Crap, I was late.

I jumped out of bed and ran straight to my closet, pulling out clothes and laying them on my bed until I found something that matched. Finally, I came upon a pair of khaki capri pants and a light blue baby doll tee. I grabbed the clothes and ran into my bathroom. I was thankful I didn't have to share a bathroom with anyone. My house had 3 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms. I closed the door behind me, making sure it was locked I jiggled the handle. As I turned around, I flicked the knob in my shower to hot. While the water warmed up, I stripped my pajamas. I felt the water, seeing that it was hot enough I stepped in. I let the water wet my hair and run down my back, as I watched the clock. Coming back to earth, I realized that I still had to wash my hair. Quickly, I squeezed out the shampoo, lathered it up and spread it through my hair. I rinsed it out and did the same with the conditioner.

Staring at the clock, I noticed that it was 8:30 and that I only had ten more minutes until I had to leave. I jumped out of the shower, dried off quickly, and threw on my clothes. I ran to my desk, grabbed my bag, and ran out down the stairs. "Morning mom, Phil." I said as I passed them in a blur.

I ran out the front down and faintly I heard my mom yell, "Sweetie, you don't have school today!"

I sighed and looked on my phone. Of course, it was Labor Day. I turned around and walked back into the house, up the stairs and into my room. I slammed the door, letting Renee and Phil know that I was mad so they wouldn't bother me. I hung my bag on the back of my computer chair and flopped down on my bed face first. Out of nowhere, I began to cry. I sat and cried for about ten minutes before I realized why I was crying. He was on my mind again, just like every other time I closed my eyes. Some times were worse than others, such as today, because I wouldn't have anything to keep my mind busy. I turned over and figured if I wasn't going to be able to keep him off my mind then why try. I propped myself up on my elbows and glanced around my room. I decided to go through my shoebox, my special shoebox. I pushed myself up off my bed and crossed to my closet. Looking through my mess of a closet floor, I found it lying in the corner. I picked it up, brushed it off and brought it back to my bed. Slowly I lifted the top off, with my eyes closed, knowing the hurt I would get from seeing the contents inside. I braced myself for the pain as I cautiously peered at what sat in my lap. Surprisingly, I didn't have a wave of pain like usual because sitting on top was a picture of Jasper and Alice and I smiled.

Suddenly, without my permission, my mood changed from happiness to jealousy. I didn't understand why I felt this way so I closed the box, threw it on the floor and kicked the box across my room. With a soft clang, it hit my lamp and spilled its contents everywhere. I heard a soft knock on my door, it was Renee. The door opened and she stepped in to see me on the floor with tears running down my face trying to pick up everything. She rushed over to me and helped me gather everything into the box. She stopped when she came to a picture of Edward, I winced when I saw it.

"Oh honey, why are you looking at this stuff? You know it upsets you." She pulled me close to her.

[[A/N This is my first story. Please review, I should update in a few days. I'm not going to have long chapters, but it will have more chapters.]]