Loves me
Loves me not
Why can't I just pull myself together
and say it out loud
Instead I play this stupid little game
as if it's got any importance whatsoever
Loves me
Loves me not
God dammit I'm such a baby
whining over my own cowardice
why can't I just do it
my own doubts seeding fear in me
Loves me
Loves me not
But what if she just looks in my eyes
and says what I fear, what will I do
Should I run away
or do as I should
what I always wanted to do
Loves me
Loves me not
Why can't I just get an answer without asking
Why do I have to open myself before I can get it
Why should I allow you to hurt me
when I am afraid of the things you can do
when I have no defense
Loves me
Loves me not
I wanted to say it all today
and now I doubt myself
I don't understand why I do it
Maybe it's just easier to run away
Loves me
Loves me not
If I could just get a sign, then I would do it
go straight to you
say what I have hidden inside
say what I have feared
say what I have longed to say
Loves me
Loves me not
Love me