Eternal Suffering.
By Matsuda-san.
I used to be known as Forsaken Jedi... and this used to be a songfic. but
now it's just a letter Anakin wrote to Obi-Wan before he left for the Dark-
Side. R/R! ^^
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To Obi-Wan Kenobi.
... My fate and my destiny was all the cause of your ignorance and shame, Obi-Wan Kenobi. I respected you as my master, and even as my father. I tried never to let you down. It is because of you that Padme is dead, because of your attitude and your misjudgement that my life has been destroyed. You and the whole Jedi council will know what a young Padawan like me can do. You will meet the real Anakin Skywalker when I take my revenge on those who prevented my happiness. Never has anything like this happened.. my own wife. My striggling had been taken on with for years and years and yet you never noticed. You and the Jedi council were the only considerable things you ever did care about, anything or anyone.. ot even remembering when your own master died, how you felt. I've found my consolation to all the pain. The Dark Side. I will be Darth Vader and worship Darth Sideus. I have a new master now. And it's not you. I'd like to thank you for all the things you have taught me. They will indeed help me in what I have been planning for long now. The whispers become louder and louder. I tried to deprive from them but then realized that I had been wrong. I now leave my blue-bladed lightsaber here where you see this letter as well as the comlink and all the that you fed me through in all these years. I leave here my pain and my memories for I am ready to start a new life, one where I will be the Master and you the slave... because that is all that I was all this time for you. A simple slave working for you. You knew how strong I was in the Force. You knew everything. You knew I wasn't only a simple little boy and you knew I had a life.. a destiny. It's very sad that you are capable of being jealous of me, Anakin Skywalker, your padawan. You always told me to keep everything to myself because you couldn't stand the fact that I am more powerful than you. That I always was..
Despite that very *true* fact, I also want you to know that i will indeed not forget all the great training you gave me. You were so kind and caring in a way..yet you were never amiable with me. I was always the left- behind stupid Padawan who held nothing. Now I do hold something. Hate. hate against you and the Jedi. All those innocent souls you have taken I will revenge on. I will take revenge. As Darth Vader I am the most powerful being ever in this Galaxy exception from my master. But I must have my revenge. Just for the times when you were a good Master.. I will spare your life until our final duel. Always remember, As I write this, Anakin Skywalker dies. That being is no more. Nor .. is his eternal suffering.
_______________________Much Dismay. ____________________________Anakin SKywalkeR.
To Obi-Wan Kenobi.
... My fate and my destiny was all the cause of your ignorance and shame, Obi-Wan Kenobi. I respected you as my master, and even as my father. I tried never to let you down. It is because of you that Padme is dead, because of your attitude and your misjudgement that my life has been destroyed. You and the whole Jedi council will know what a young Padawan like me can do. You will meet the real Anakin Skywalker when I take my revenge on those who prevented my happiness. Never has anything like this happened.. my own wife. My striggling had been taken on with for years and years and yet you never noticed. You and the Jedi council were the only considerable things you ever did care about, anything or anyone.. ot even remembering when your own master died, how you felt. I've found my consolation to all the pain. The Dark Side. I will be Darth Vader and worship Darth Sideus. I have a new master now. And it's not you. I'd like to thank you for all the things you have taught me. They will indeed help me in what I have been planning for long now. The whispers become louder and louder. I tried to deprive from them but then realized that I had been wrong. I now leave my blue-bladed lightsaber here where you see this letter as well as the comlink and all the that you fed me through in all these years. I leave here my pain and my memories for I am ready to start a new life, one where I will be the Master and you the slave... because that is all that I was all this time for you. A simple slave working for you. You knew how strong I was in the Force. You knew everything. You knew I wasn't only a simple little boy and you knew I had a life.. a destiny. It's very sad that you are capable of being jealous of me, Anakin Skywalker, your padawan. You always told me to keep everything to myself because you couldn't stand the fact that I am more powerful than you. That I always was..
Despite that very *true* fact, I also want you to know that i will indeed not forget all the great training you gave me. You were so kind and caring in a way..yet you were never amiable with me. I was always the left- behind stupid Padawan who held nothing. Now I do hold something. Hate. hate against you and the Jedi. All those innocent souls you have taken I will revenge on. I will take revenge. As Darth Vader I am the most powerful being ever in this Galaxy exception from my master. But I must have my revenge. Just for the times when you were a good Master.. I will spare your life until our final duel. Always remember, As I write this, Anakin Skywalker dies. That being is no more. Nor .. is his eternal suffering.
_______________________Much Dismay. ____________________________Anakin SKywalkeR.