Disclaimer: I don't own these characters, Garry Marshall does. I'm just
having fun.
This story takes place during the last season of Happy Days, shortly after
Fonzie's breakup with Ashley but before Joanie and Chachi's wedding.
Joanie's Diary
Arthur Fonzarelli sat alone at the kitchen table in his small apartment at Kahuna Village, drinking a soda. Silence permeated the room, as had been the case for days now. Fonzie wouldn't even leave the apartment to go to work, he just sat and stared into space. Occasionally he would try to watch television, but he found it too hard to concentrate. All he could think about was Ashley. The love of his life.well, was she really? He wondered about that a lot. Potsie had stopped by.so had Chachi and Roger, but Fonzie didn't really want to talk about how he was feeling. It somehow made him feel uncool to look vulnerable, at least in front of those guys. He had tried to call Richie in California, but Richie was so excited about the birth of his little girl that Fonz didn't want to bring him down with his problems. So he just sat at home, moping.
Ashley.Ashley.Ashley. Fonzie had never dated any girl as long as he had dated Ashley. He had never WANTED to. For the first time in his life, he thought he had found a girl that he could spend the rest of his life with. That was, until she decided to go back with her ex-husband. How could Fonzie blame her, though? After all, Ashley and her ex had a child together.Heather. Heather deserved to have her mom and dad together. Heather was a great kid. Fonzie missed her almost as much as he missed Ashley. But now they were both gone. Gone forever to go and live the life that they both deserved. Fonzie looked at the clock. It was 10:30pm. He stood, grabbed his helmet, and left.
As Fonz drove by the Cunningham's house, he noticed that the kitchen light was on, but the rest of the house was dark. Fonzie knew this was Mrs. C's way of letting him know that the back door was open, and he was welcome to come in and grab something to eat. He pulled into the driveway, surprised to see Mr. C's car there. They must be in bed. Fonz opened the kitchen door, startling Mrs. C, who was in her bathrobe, pouring a glass of milk.
"Oh! Arthur!" She jumped slightly, spilling some milk.
"I'll get that, Mrs. C." Fonz grabbed a towel off the counter and
wiped up the milk. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare ya."
"That's okay, dear." Marion kissed Fonzie on the cheek, and he
blushed. "Sit down. Would you like me to fix you something to eat?"
"No, that's ok Mrs. C, I'm not hungry." Fonzie sat down at the kitchen
table.
Marion stood, looking at Fonzie. "Something to drink? How about some
cocoa?"
Fonzie looked down at the table, tracing the circles on the placemat
with his finger. "No thanks."
Marion continued to wait for Fonzie to reveal his reason for being
there, but he just sat quietly. "Arthur? Is there something I can help you with?"
Fonzie sighed.
Marion sat down. "Are you still upset about Ashley dear?"
"No." Fonz abruptly stood up and straightened his leather jacket. "I was just.ah." Fonz looked down and saw a box full of books. "What's this?"
Marion stood and lifted the box onto the table. "Oh, these are some of Richie and Joanie's old books that we're donating to the Salvation Army." She started going through the box. "A Tale of Two Cities.Moby Dick.oh this one was Joanie's favorite, The Diary of Anne Frank."
Fonzie picked up one of the books and looked at it. "Books, huh?"
"You know," Marion began, an idea creeping into her head, "whenever one of the kids was feeling down, I'd always find them with their nose in one of these books. They'd be transported into a far off land, full of mystery and drama.it always seemed to make them feel so much better."
"Really?" Fonzie contemplated that for a moment. "Mrs. C.could I."
"Here, Arthur." Marion picked up the box and handed it to Fonzie. "Why don't you take these?"
"Hey, thanks, Mrs. C. Thanks a lot. Maybe these'll help."
"Help with what, dear?" Marion asked, hoping Fonzie would open up to her.
"Oh. Uh.nothing. I've just been bored lately, that's all." Fonzie started for the door.
"Ok," Marion smiled. "Goodnight, Arthur."
Fonzie stopped to kiss Marion on the cheek. "Thanks, Mrs. C."
"You're welcome." Fonzie left, and Marion shut off the light. Poor dear, she thought to herself. He's not fooling anyone.
Joanie Cunningham sat watching from her darkened bedroom window as the motorcycle drove away. She had heard Fonzie pull into the driveway a few moments earlier, when she was lying in bed trying to fall asleep. A sinking feeling settled into her, but she wasn't sure if it was empathy for the heartbreak Fonz was feeling by Ashley's hand, or if it was because of her uneasiness about her own life, and affairs of the heart. It had been a few weeks since she and Chachi had decided to see other people again.in fact it seemed to be something of a pattern in their relationship, and Joanie wondered if it was some sort of sign from a greater power that Chachi wasn't her soul mate. At times Joanie felt guilty, because she knew exactly why she had started dating Chachi in the first place.because he reminded her of Fonzie. And although she always figured her childhood crush on Fonzie would fade eventually, and although she truly did love Chachi, at least at some point, this urging to comfort and protect Fonz, the way he had done for her all these years, would not go away. It felt less and less like a crush every day.every year.and more and more like destiny. Joanie was not sure that she could hide it any longer. The urge was too great. Every time he put his arm around her, every time he touched her cheek, she felt it. But did he feel it too?
Joanie got up from her seat by the window and went back to bed.
When Fonzie got home he went through the box of books, not yet having the concentration to actually read them, but to just sort them into two piles. He divided them by who he thought their owner would've been. "Red.Shortcake.Red.Shortcake." He stopped when he found a blue book with the word DIARY embossed in gold on the cover. "Diary?" he mumbled to himself. "Oh this must be that book Mrs. C mentioned.Anne Franklin or something." Fonzie opened the book, and to his surprise, instead of typewritten pages, all of the words were handwritten. "What the?" He flipped through the pages, reading bits and pieces.
.I couldn't believe what Jenny did the other night, taking off with that carload of guys like that. If I told my parents about that, they'd never let me near her again! Luckily Potsie was at Arnold's and he gave me a ride home.
"Whoa!" Fonzie slammed the book shut. "That's not Anne Franklin, that's Shortcake's diary!" He stared at the book in his hands, and wondered if she knew it had been misplaced. He imagined that she hadn't intentionally left it out for the Salvation Army. As much as he hated to admit it, he actually wanted to take another peak. "No," Fonz said to himself. He set the book down on the table and walked over to the window. "I can't read her diary. She'd never forgive me." He turned back and looked at the book. "She don't have to know, though. But I can't lie to her. One page.I'll just read one page."
Fonzie walked back over to the table and picked up the book.. He flipped through a few pages until he noticed an entry that was a couple years old that contained his name. "Hey," Fonz smiled. "I wonder what she had to say about me." He began to read.
Every time he looks at me I practically melt. But I know my parents wouldn't approve of the way I feel about Fonzie.
"WHOA!" Fonzie jumped, almost dropping the book. He felt a weird feeling inside, almost like his heart skipped a beat. He had never felt that before. He continued to read.
And what about Chachi? He would be devastated if he ever found out how in love I am with Fonzie. But I can't help it. I know the situation is helpless, though. I know he thinks of me as just a kid. Probably like a sister. He can never know how I feel.
Fonzie shut the book and sat down at the table. Never in his wildest dreams did he ever imagine that Joanie felt this way. Impossible. Completely impossible. Fonzie was sure that she was head over heals in love with Chachi. Wasn't she? Fonzie shook his head. "It's just a crush." He opened the book again and read the date above the entry. "This is two years old. I'm sure it was just some kind of teenage crush." But somehow this didn't make Fonz feel any better. In fact, he felt kind of disappointed.
"That's all it was." Fonzie flipped to the back of the book, to the more recent entries, in an effort to confirm his suspicion. But all he found was more proof of the contrary.
I haven't been able to sleep for the past few nights. Ashley left Fonzie. He hasn't been around as much as usual, and when I do see him he's not his same old self. Dad says not to worry, that he'll snap out of it eventually. It hurts me so much to see him like this, but I suspect that even if I tried to talk to him, he wouldn't open up to me. He won't even talk to his own cousin. Speaking of Chachi, I'm starting to believe that he and I were never meant to be. Ever since we broke up, the very sight of him makes me want to run and hide. I don't know, maybe it's guilt. I know that the only reason I ever started dating him was because I knew that I could never be with the one I really love.Fonzie.
Fonzie looked at the date at the top of the entry. It was last Tuesday. He closed the book. Suddenly, Ashley was the furthest thing from his mind.
The next morning, Joanie ran down the stairs of the Cunningham house like a woman possessed. "Mom!" she shouted as she ran through the living room and into the kitchen, where Marion was making breakfast. "Mom, have you seen my diary?"
"No dear," Marion said as she cracked eggs into a frying pan. "Not since the time Richie hung it from the tree in the back yard when you wouldn't give him back his squirt gun." Marion laughed. "I remember how you jumped up and down like a little kangaroo trying to reach it."
"Mom," Joanie interrupted her. "I mean recently. It was in my bookcase yesterday, and now it's gone."
"Oh." Marion put her finger to her lip. "It wasn't on the top shelf with the books you said I could give away, was it?"
"Oh, Mom," Joanie sat down at the kitchen table. "You didn't - did you? Did you give my diary to the Salvation Army?"
"No." Marion covered her eyes with her hand. "I gave it to Arthur."
"What?!" Joanie's stomach felt as if it had dropped out from under her. "You gave my diary to Fonzie?!"
"Well Joanie, most people keep their diary under their bed or in their dresser drawer! How was I to know it would be with the rest of your books?"
"I thought it would be safe to keep it there after Richie moved out," Joanie sulked. "Oh, Mom, what am I going to do? What if he read it?"
"Richie?" Marion asked.
"No, Mom, Fonzie!" Joanie was starting to lose patience as she imagined Fonzie's reaction to what she wrote about her feelings for him. Her stomach was really beginning to hurt now.
"Now, Joanie, what interest would Arthur have in your diary?" Marion poured her daughter a glass of milk in hope of calming her down.
Joanie giggled nervously. "You'd be surprised."
"Really, dear, if it's that big a deal why don't you just go to his apartment and ask for it back?"
Joanie sunk lower in her chair. "I guess I really don't have a choice, do I?"
Fonzie paced the length of his apartment, wringing his hands. He had gotten no sleep the entire night, and now this morning his mind was racing. The very idea.Joanie in love with him? Fonz knew that he should just pretend that he never even saw the diary. But something - some nagging little something - was telling him to talk to her about it. The truth was, he was flattered. Perhaps even too flattered, and that's what worried him. All these years he had looked at Joanie as a child.as the kid sister he never had. Not because he wanted to, but because it was expected. Dating her was never a possibility, first because she was too young, and now because.well, just because! She said it herself in the diary, her parents would never approve.
"What am I doing?" Fonz asked himself, getting more agitated by the minute. "I shouldn't even be considering this! I shouldn't even be thinking about it!" Truth be told, Fonz DID find Joanie attractive. She had a quality that set her above and beyond any woman that Fonzie had ever known, even Ashley. And to think that Joanie had feelings for him.well, that just blew Fonz away. Her attraction to Chachi all these years was only an act, apparently. "No," Fonz sat down on the sofa and buried his head in his hands. "It can't be true. This has to be some kind of mistake. And why am I so crazy about this? It's only a chick." Fonz felt guilty even saying that. Shortcake is more than just a chick.
Just then, there was a knock at the door. Expecting it to be Potsie, or - oh God - Chachi, Fonz barked a tense "Who is it?"
"It's Joanie."
Fonzie froze. Stay cool, stay cool, he thought to himself. "Uh." He looked at the kitchen table quickly to be sure he had put the diary back in the box. "Come in!"
Joanie slowly opened the door and walked in. Fonzie, trying to act as cool as possible, leaned against the table, his arms crossed, watching her. "Hey, Shortcake. What brings you here?" The expression on her face was utter fear. She looked positively frightened. Alright, enough with the cool act. "Joanie." he began as he walked toward her.
Joanie burst into tears. "I came to.I came to." she tried to continue her sentence, but couldn't.
"Hey." Fonzie's protective side overtook his nervousness, and he put his arm around her. "Sweetheart, calm down. Come sit down."
He led her to the couch and they sat. "Joanie," Fonz said as he turned to face her. "What's wrong?"
"Oh, Fonz.I don't know why I'm crying. It's just, well, my mom accidentally gave you my diary in with that old box of books." Joanie looked down and straightened her mini-skirt, trying to avoid eye contact.
"Oh, really?" Fonzie also avoided eye contact, in an effort to play dumb.
"Yeah, um.you didn't read it, did you?" Joanie continued to stare down at her lap, playing with the hem.
Fonzie watched Joanie's face, and sensed that lying about the diary wouldn't help either one of them. He saw something there that he had never really noticed before - the softness and beauty of a wonderful woman, who deserved to know the truth, even if it was slightly inconveniencing. Either way, he knew things would never be the same. Softly, he said, "I did see some of it. But it was an accident. I thought it was Anne Franklin's diary."
Joanie looked slightly confused, but decided to ignore the last part of his statement. She tensed visibly. "Which part did you see?"
"I'm afraid that I saw the part that you're afraid I saw." Fonzie put his hand on Joanie's.
Joanie covered her face with her free hand and began to quietly sob. "Oh, Fonz."
"Hey, hey, hey.why are you crying? There's nothing to be upset
about."
Joanie turned her tearstained face toward Fonzie. "You're not
mad at me?"
"Joanie," Fonzie put his arm around her and squeezed. "How could
you think for
one second that I'd be mad at you? So you dig the Fonz. I mean, why
should you be
different from every other female in the greater Milwaukee area?"
Joanie sobbed harder.
"Hey, just a little levity to break the tension. Okay, you're not in a joking mood." Fonzie took Joanie's face in his hand and gently turned it toward him. "Shortcake, look at me. This is very important. I want you to tell me exactly how you feel. Tell me the truth."
Joanie took a deep breath. Fonzie handed her a tissue, and she wiped her eyes. "Everything I wrote in my diary is true.this is really hard for me to say."
"That's okay. Just say it. Take your time."
"Well, I've had a crush on you since I was fifteen. At least, I thought it was a crush. I just ignored it, because I knew I never had a shot with you. You were always surrounded by all these beautiful women."
Fonz smiled and rubbed his fingertips on his jacket. "This is true."
Joanie smiled, then continued. "I kept waiting for my crush to go away, Fonz, but it never did. And then Chachi got involved, and everything just got so much more complicated. I don't know.all I know is that the way that I feel when I'm with you.it's not like any feeling I've ever had before. Oh, I know I must sound so childish and stupid."
Fonz sat listening intently. "Can I say something now?"
"Go ahead."
"First of all, no you don't sound childish and stupid. Joanie, you're twenty years old, you're a grown woman. You wouldn't be telling me about these feelings if they didn't mean something to you. Secondly.now, I am going to tell you something that I have never told anyone, not even my best friend Richie. Mainly because he would've killed me.but anyway, no one knows this. I.well.I, uh." Fonzie's expression grew worried. "I've never had such a hard time saying this to a girl before. Joanie, I.for a long time, I've had feelings for you that, well."
Joanie awaited Fonzie's words anxiously. "Yes?"
"I don't even know how to say this. I guess I'll just say it."
"What Fonz?"
"I love you." Fonz let out a breath he didn't even know he was holding. "And I don't mean as a kid sister, or a friend. I mean.I really love you. I'm in love with you." Fonz said the words before he could even stop himself. He wasn't even sure where they came from. But as soon as he got them out, he felt relief like he had never felt before in his life.
"Oh, Fonz!" Joanie began to cry again.
"Shortcake." Fonzie was still stunned, but was confused by Joanie's tears. "Why are you crying again?"
"They're not tears of sadness, they're tears of happiness!" Joanie took a breath. "Because I'm in love with you too!"
Joanie and Fonzie sat on the couch, both relieved and overjoyed.but at the same time sensing that there was still tension. Fonzie wanted to kiss her, but he wasn't sure that would be a good idea. Especially because of what he was about to say next. "Joanie. I don't think." He didn't even want to finish the sentence.
Joanie's excitement faded. "I know. We can't."
"It's not that I don't want to. But you said yourself, your parents wouldn't approve. And they're the only family I got. I don't know what I would do if they didn't want me around anymore."
A spark came back into Joanie's eyes. "But maybe they would approve. My parents adore you!"
"Joanie, trust me. They'd have a problem with it. Just the age thing alone. But it's not only that. I can't do that to my cousin Chachi." Joanie opened her mouth to object, but Fonzie gently placed his finger to it. "I know that's the last thing you want to hear, but I know he's head over heels in love with you. And I can't be the one to take you away from him. I couldn't live with myself."
Joanie looked down at her lap again. "I know you're right."
"I know you know. Sweetheart, sometimes things just don't work out the way we want them to. Life isn't fair. Believe me, life's not fair. But you need to move on. You've got a wonderful life ahead of you. And I will always be here for you, no matter what."
Joanie looked up at him and smiled. "I know you will be."
They both stood up, and Fonzie took Joanie's hand in his. "Do you want your book back?"
Joanie paused and thought about that for a second. "No. You keep it. Our secret."
They looked into each other's eyes, and Fonzie took her chin in his hand again. But this time, he leaned in and kissed her softly on the lips. Joanie reciprocated, and they reluctantly broke apart before they got too carried away. Still mere inches away from her face, Fonzie whispered gently. "You're really something else, you know that?"
Joanie smiled. "So are you." They kissed again, and Joanie left.
Fonz stood there with the door open, watching her walk down the hall. "Well," he said to himself as he closed the door. "There goes the love of my life. And it wasn't Ashley."
Fonzie's breakup with Ashley but before Joanie and Chachi's wedding.
Joanie's Diary
Arthur Fonzarelli sat alone at the kitchen table in his small apartment at Kahuna Village, drinking a soda. Silence permeated the room, as had been the case for days now. Fonzie wouldn't even leave the apartment to go to work, he just sat and stared into space. Occasionally he would try to watch television, but he found it too hard to concentrate. All he could think about was Ashley. The love of his life.well, was she really? He wondered about that a lot. Potsie had stopped by.so had Chachi and Roger, but Fonzie didn't really want to talk about how he was feeling. It somehow made him feel uncool to look vulnerable, at least in front of those guys. He had tried to call Richie in California, but Richie was so excited about the birth of his little girl that Fonz didn't want to bring him down with his problems. So he just sat at home, moping.
Ashley.Ashley.Ashley. Fonzie had never dated any girl as long as he had dated Ashley. He had never WANTED to. For the first time in his life, he thought he had found a girl that he could spend the rest of his life with. That was, until she decided to go back with her ex-husband. How could Fonzie blame her, though? After all, Ashley and her ex had a child together.Heather. Heather deserved to have her mom and dad together. Heather was a great kid. Fonzie missed her almost as much as he missed Ashley. But now they were both gone. Gone forever to go and live the life that they both deserved. Fonzie looked at the clock. It was 10:30pm. He stood, grabbed his helmet, and left.
As Fonz drove by the Cunningham's house, he noticed that the kitchen light was on, but the rest of the house was dark. Fonzie knew this was Mrs. C's way of letting him know that the back door was open, and he was welcome to come in and grab something to eat. He pulled into the driveway, surprised to see Mr. C's car there. They must be in bed. Fonz opened the kitchen door, startling Mrs. C, who was in her bathrobe, pouring a glass of milk.
"Oh! Arthur!" She jumped slightly, spilling some milk.
"I'll get that, Mrs. C." Fonz grabbed a towel off the counter and
wiped up the milk. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare ya."
"That's okay, dear." Marion kissed Fonzie on the cheek, and he
blushed. "Sit down. Would you like me to fix you something to eat?"
"No, that's ok Mrs. C, I'm not hungry." Fonzie sat down at the kitchen
table.
Marion stood, looking at Fonzie. "Something to drink? How about some
cocoa?"
Fonzie looked down at the table, tracing the circles on the placemat
with his finger. "No thanks."
Marion continued to wait for Fonzie to reveal his reason for being
there, but he just sat quietly. "Arthur? Is there something I can help you with?"
Fonzie sighed.
Marion sat down. "Are you still upset about Ashley dear?"
"No." Fonz abruptly stood up and straightened his leather jacket. "I was just.ah." Fonz looked down and saw a box full of books. "What's this?"
Marion stood and lifted the box onto the table. "Oh, these are some of Richie and Joanie's old books that we're donating to the Salvation Army." She started going through the box. "A Tale of Two Cities.Moby Dick.oh this one was Joanie's favorite, The Diary of Anne Frank."
Fonzie picked up one of the books and looked at it. "Books, huh?"
"You know," Marion began, an idea creeping into her head, "whenever one of the kids was feeling down, I'd always find them with their nose in one of these books. They'd be transported into a far off land, full of mystery and drama.it always seemed to make them feel so much better."
"Really?" Fonzie contemplated that for a moment. "Mrs. C.could I."
"Here, Arthur." Marion picked up the box and handed it to Fonzie. "Why don't you take these?"
"Hey, thanks, Mrs. C. Thanks a lot. Maybe these'll help."
"Help with what, dear?" Marion asked, hoping Fonzie would open up to her.
"Oh. Uh.nothing. I've just been bored lately, that's all." Fonzie started for the door.
"Ok," Marion smiled. "Goodnight, Arthur."
Fonzie stopped to kiss Marion on the cheek. "Thanks, Mrs. C."
"You're welcome." Fonzie left, and Marion shut off the light. Poor dear, she thought to herself. He's not fooling anyone.
Joanie Cunningham sat watching from her darkened bedroom window as the motorcycle drove away. She had heard Fonzie pull into the driveway a few moments earlier, when she was lying in bed trying to fall asleep. A sinking feeling settled into her, but she wasn't sure if it was empathy for the heartbreak Fonz was feeling by Ashley's hand, or if it was because of her uneasiness about her own life, and affairs of the heart. It had been a few weeks since she and Chachi had decided to see other people again.in fact it seemed to be something of a pattern in their relationship, and Joanie wondered if it was some sort of sign from a greater power that Chachi wasn't her soul mate. At times Joanie felt guilty, because she knew exactly why she had started dating Chachi in the first place.because he reminded her of Fonzie. And although she always figured her childhood crush on Fonzie would fade eventually, and although she truly did love Chachi, at least at some point, this urging to comfort and protect Fonz, the way he had done for her all these years, would not go away. It felt less and less like a crush every day.every year.and more and more like destiny. Joanie was not sure that she could hide it any longer. The urge was too great. Every time he put his arm around her, every time he touched her cheek, she felt it. But did he feel it too?
Joanie got up from her seat by the window and went back to bed.
When Fonzie got home he went through the box of books, not yet having the concentration to actually read them, but to just sort them into two piles. He divided them by who he thought their owner would've been. "Red.Shortcake.Red.Shortcake." He stopped when he found a blue book with the word DIARY embossed in gold on the cover. "Diary?" he mumbled to himself. "Oh this must be that book Mrs. C mentioned.Anne Franklin or something." Fonzie opened the book, and to his surprise, instead of typewritten pages, all of the words were handwritten. "What the?" He flipped through the pages, reading bits and pieces.
.I couldn't believe what Jenny did the other night, taking off with that carload of guys like that. If I told my parents about that, they'd never let me near her again! Luckily Potsie was at Arnold's and he gave me a ride home.
"Whoa!" Fonzie slammed the book shut. "That's not Anne Franklin, that's Shortcake's diary!" He stared at the book in his hands, and wondered if she knew it had been misplaced. He imagined that she hadn't intentionally left it out for the Salvation Army. As much as he hated to admit it, he actually wanted to take another peak. "No," Fonz said to himself. He set the book down on the table and walked over to the window. "I can't read her diary. She'd never forgive me." He turned back and looked at the book. "She don't have to know, though. But I can't lie to her. One page.I'll just read one page."
Fonzie walked back over to the table and picked up the book.. He flipped through a few pages until he noticed an entry that was a couple years old that contained his name. "Hey," Fonz smiled. "I wonder what she had to say about me." He began to read.
Every time he looks at me I practically melt. But I know my parents wouldn't approve of the way I feel about Fonzie.
"WHOA!" Fonzie jumped, almost dropping the book. He felt a weird feeling inside, almost like his heart skipped a beat. He had never felt that before. He continued to read.
And what about Chachi? He would be devastated if he ever found out how in love I am with Fonzie. But I can't help it. I know the situation is helpless, though. I know he thinks of me as just a kid. Probably like a sister. He can never know how I feel.
Fonzie shut the book and sat down at the table. Never in his wildest dreams did he ever imagine that Joanie felt this way. Impossible. Completely impossible. Fonzie was sure that she was head over heals in love with Chachi. Wasn't she? Fonzie shook his head. "It's just a crush." He opened the book again and read the date above the entry. "This is two years old. I'm sure it was just some kind of teenage crush." But somehow this didn't make Fonz feel any better. In fact, he felt kind of disappointed.
"That's all it was." Fonzie flipped to the back of the book, to the more recent entries, in an effort to confirm his suspicion. But all he found was more proof of the contrary.
I haven't been able to sleep for the past few nights. Ashley left Fonzie. He hasn't been around as much as usual, and when I do see him he's not his same old self. Dad says not to worry, that he'll snap out of it eventually. It hurts me so much to see him like this, but I suspect that even if I tried to talk to him, he wouldn't open up to me. He won't even talk to his own cousin. Speaking of Chachi, I'm starting to believe that he and I were never meant to be. Ever since we broke up, the very sight of him makes me want to run and hide. I don't know, maybe it's guilt. I know that the only reason I ever started dating him was because I knew that I could never be with the one I really love.Fonzie.
Fonzie looked at the date at the top of the entry. It was last Tuesday. He closed the book. Suddenly, Ashley was the furthest thing from his mind.
The next morning, Joanie ran down the stairs of the Cunningham house like a woman possessed. "Mom!" she shouted as she ran through the living room and into the kitchen, where Marion was making breakfast. "Mom, have you seen my diary?"
"No dear," Marion said as she cracked eggs into a frying pan. "Not since the time Richie hung it from the tree in the back yard when you wouldn't give him back his squirt gun." Marion laughed. "I remember how you jumped up and down like a little kangaroo trying to reach it."
"Mom," Joanie interrupted her. "I mean recently. It was in my bookcase yesterday, and now it's gone."
"Oh." Marion put her finger to her lip. "It wasn't on the top shelf with the books you said I could give away, was it?"
"Oh, Mom," Joanie sat down at the kitchen table. "You didn't - did you? Did you give my diary to the Salvation Army?"
"No." Marion covered her eyes with her hand. "I gave it to Arthur."
"What?!" Joanie's stomach felt as if it had dropped out from under her. "You gave my diary to Fonzie?!"
"Well Joanie, most people keep their diary under their bed or in their dresser drawer! How was I to know it would be with the rest of your books?"
"I thought it would be safe to keep it there after Richie moved out," Joanie sulked. "Oh, Mom, what am I going to do? What if he read it?"
"Richie?" Marion asked.
"No, Mom, Fonzie!" Joanie was starting to lose patience as she imagined Fonzie's reaction to what she wrote about her feelings for him. Her stomach was really beginning to hurt now.
"Now, Joanie, what interest would Arthur have in your diary?" Marion poured her daughter a glass of milk in hope of calming her down.
Joanie giggled nervously. "You'd be surprised."
"Really, dear, if it's that big a deal why don't you just go to his apartment and ask for it back?"
Joanie sunk lower in her chair. "I guess I really don't have a choice, do I?"
Fonzie paced the length of his apartment, wringing his hands. He had gotten no sleep the entire night, and now this morning his mind was racing. The very idea.Joanie in love with him? Fonz knew that he should just pretend that he never even saw the diary. But something - some nagging little something - was telling him to talk to her about it. The truth was, he was flattered. Perhaps even too flattered, and that's what worried him. All these years he had looked at Joanie as a child.as the kid sister he never had. Not because he wanted to, but because it was expected. Dating her was never a possibility, first because she was too young, and now because.well, just because! She said it herself in the diary, her parents would never approve.
"What am I doing?" Fonz asked himself, getting more agitated by the minute. "I shouldn't even be considering this! I shouldn't even be thinking about it!" Truth be told, Fonz DID find Joanie attractive. She had a quality that set her above and beyond any woman that Fonzie had ever known, even Ashley. And to think that Joanie had feelings for him.well, that just blew Fonz away. Her attraction to Chachi all these years was only an act, apparently. "No," Fonz sat down on the sofa and buried his head in his hands. "It can't be true. This has to be some kind of mistake. And why am I so crazy about this? It's only a chick." Fonz felt guilty even saying that. Shortcake is more than just a chick.
Just then, there was a knock at the door. Expecting it to be Potsie, or - oh God - Chachi, Fonz barked a tense "Who is it?"
"It's Joanie."
Fonzie froze. Stay cool, stay cool, he thought to himself. "Uh." He looked at the kitchen table quickly to be sure he had put the diary back in the box. "Come in!"
Joanie slowly opened the door and walked in. Fonzie, trying to act as cool as possible, leaned against the table, his arms crossed, watching her. "Hey, Shortcake. What brings you here?" The expression on her face was utter fear. She looked positively frightened. Alright, enough with the cool act. "Joanie." he began as he walked toward her.
Joanie burst into tears. "I came to.I came to." she tried to continue her sentence, but couldn't.
"Hey." Fonzie's protective side overtook his nervousness, and he put his arm around her. "Sweetheart, calm down. Come sit down."
He led her to the couch and they sat. "Joanie," Fonz said as he turned to face her. "What's wrong?"
"Oh, Fonz.I don't know why I'm crying. It's just, well, my mom accidentally gave you my diary in with that old box of books." Joanie looked down and straightened her mini-skirt, trying to avoid eye contact.
"Oh, really?" Fonzie also avoided eye contact, in an effort to play dumb.
"Yeah, um.you didn't read it, did you?" Joanie continued to stare down at her lap, playing with the hem.
Fonzie watched Joanie's face, and sensed that lying about the diary wouldn't help either one of them. He saw something there that he had never really noticed before - the softness and beauty of a wonderful woman, who deserved to know the truth, even if it was slightly inconveniencing. Either way, he knew things would never be the same. Softly, he said, "I did see some of it. But it was an accident. I thought it was Anne Franklin's diary."
Joanie looked slightly confused, but decided to ignore the last part of his statement. She tensed visibly. "Which part did you see?"
"I'm afraid that I saw the part that you're afraid I saw." Fonzie put his hand on Joanie's.
Joanie covered her face with her free hand and began to quietly sob. "Oh, Fonz."
"Hey, hey, hey.why are you crying? There's nothing to be upset
about."
Joanie turned her tearstained face toward Fonzie. "You're not
mad at me?"
"Joanie," Fonzie put his arm around her and squeezed. "How could
you think for
one second that I'd be mad at you? So you dig the Fonz. I mean, why
should you be
different from every other female in the greater Milwaukee area?"
Joanie sobbed harder.
"Hey, just a little levity to break the tension. Okay, you're not in a joking mood." Fonzie took Joanie's face in his hand and gently turned it toward him. "Shortcake, look at me. This is very important. I want you to tell me exactly how you feel. Tell me the truth."
Joanie took a deep breath. Fonzie handed her a tissue, and she wiped her eyes. "Everything I wrote in my diary is true.this is really hard for me to say."
"That's okay. Just say it. Take your time."
"Well, I've had a crush on you since I was fifteen. At least, I thought it was a crush. I just ignored it, because I knew I never had a shot with you. You were always surrounded by all these beautiful women."
Fonz smiled and rubbed his fingertips on his jacket. "This is true."
Joanie smiled, then continued. "I kept waiting for my crush to go away, Fonz, but it never did. And then Chachi got involved, and everything just got so much more complicated. I don't know.all I know is that the way that I feel when I'm with you.it's not like any feeling I've ever had before. Oh, I know I must sound so childish and stupid."
Fonz sat listening intently. "Can I say something now?"
"Go ahead."
"First of all, no you don't sound childish and stupid. Joanie, you're twenty years old, you're a grown woman. You wouldn't be telling me about these feelings if they didn't mean something to you. Secondly.now, I am going to tell you something that I have never told anyone, not even my best friend Richie. Mainly because he would've killed me.but anyway, no one knows this. I.well.I, uh." Fonzie's expression grew worried. "I've never had such a hard time saying this to a girl before. Joanie, I.for a long time, I've had feelings for you that, well."
Joanie awaited Fonzie's words anxiously. "Yes?"
"I don't even know how to say this. I guess I'll just say it."
"What Fonz?"
"I love you." Fonz let out a breath he didn't even know he was holding. "And I don't mean as a kid sister, or a friend. I mean.I really love you. I'm in love with you." Fonz said the words before he could even stop himself. He wasn't even sure where they came from. But as soon as he got them out, he felt relief like he had never felt before in his life.
"Oh, Fonz!" Joanie began to cry again.
"Shortcake." Fonzie was still stunned, but was confused by Joanie's tears. "Why are you crying again?"
"They're not tears of sadness, they're tears of happiness!" Joanie took a breath. "Because I'm in love with you too!"
Joanie and Fonzie sat on the couch, both relieved and overjoyed.but at the same time sensing that there was still tension. Fonzie wanted to kiss her, but he wasn't sure that would be a good idea. Especially because of what he was about to say next. "Joanie. I don't think." He didn't even want to finish the sentence.
Joanie's excitement faded. "I know. We can't."
"It's not that I don't want to. But you said yourself, your parents wouldn't approve. And they're the only family I got. I don't know what I would do if they didn't want me around anymore."
A spark came back into Joanie's eyes. "But maybe they would approve. My parents adore you!"
"Joanie, trust me. They'd have a problem with it. Just the age thing alone. But it's not only that. I can't do that to my cousin Chachi." Joanie opened her mouth to object, but Fonzie gently placed his finger to it. "I know that's the last thing you want to hear, but I know he's head over heels in love with you. And I can't be the one to take you away from him. I couldn't live with myself."
Joanie looked down at her lap again. "I know you're right."
"I know you know. Sweetheart, sometimes things just don't work out the way we want them to. Life isn't fair. Believe me, life's not fair. But you need to move on. You've got a wonderful life ahead of you. And I will always be here for you, no matter what."
Joanie looked up at him and smiled. "I know you will be."
They both stood up, and Fonzie took Joanie's hand in his. "Do you want your book back?"
Joanie paused and thought about that for a second. "No. You keep it. Our secret."
They looked into each other's eyes, and Fonzie took her chin in his hand again. But this time, he leaned in and kissed her softly on the lips. Joanie reciprocated, and they reluctantly broke apart before they got too carried away. Still mere inches away from her face, Fonzie whispered gently. "You're really something else, you know that?"
Joanie smiled. "So are you." They kissed again, and Joanie left.
Fonz stood there with the door open, watching her walk down the hall. "Well," he said to himself as he closed the door. "There goes the love of my life. And it wasn't Ashley."