I Hate It
Point of View: Mick St. John

AN: I know that I need to update my other fic, but this idea popped into my head (after a quote I found on my computer) and it wouldn't leave me alone. This may be the sequel to What's Wrong With The Truth when I get it done but I'm not sure yet. Anyway tell me how you like it. I'm not expecting a lot of reviews. That doesn't mean however, that I don't appreciate them because I do.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything that you recognize although I wish I did. Maybe in a different lifetime (I know it's a fat chance but a girl can dream can't she?).

Inspiration: I hate you. I hate how you look at her. I hate how you hold her. I hate how you hold her to keep her warm. I hate all of it, but the truth is that I could never hate you. The only thing I hate is how I'm not her.


I can't believe it. I came over here to ask Josef if he'd seen Beth anywhere. She wasn't at home, and she wasn't answering her phone, so I was starting to get worried. I get to his house though and I find Beth's car and from what I can tell, she's been here a while. I wonder what's going on. I walk up to the house and look into one of the many windows. I couldn't believe what I saw. I don't want to believe it. I won't. There is no way that what I'm seeing is real. I'll just close my eyes and when I'll open them again I'll realize that I'm just seeing things, but I'm not. Beth's really here. She's really staring at Josef like he's her whole world and he's doing the same, in a very Josef like way. She's staring at him, like I stare at her. She's holding him and he's holding her. She's holding him, like I wish she would hold me. She's letting him drink her blood and he's letting her drink his. I don't know what shocks me more, the fact that they are together or the fact that she now appears to be a vamp. I want to hate them, but I can't. They're my friends which is something that I have very few of. The only thing that I can do is turn and walk away, and I hate it.


AN2: Tell me what you think. I don't know if Mick is in character or not so please review and tell me what you think.