Pull my heart out of my chest, train my mind so I'll forget. Sink your teeth into my bones, dig me out then fill the hole.
Every single night I cry. 'Why does it always happen to me?' Sometimes they act cool and I seem to forget all the bad things they've done to me. It's like they've trained my mind so I'd forget. Though, the pain feels as if they're sinking their teeth into my bones.
I pushed the door opened hearing it creak. I softly closed the door and tried to make my way up the wooden stairs. "Where have you been?" I turned around to see dark blue eyes and a smug smirk. "N-none of your concern!" I said. She growled at me with a glare. "Daddy! Berserk's being a smart ass again!" she screamed to the top of her lungs. Soon enough, footsteps were heard and he appeared at the stairs with a belt in his right hand.
Tear me apart, tear me apart and watch it burn. Tear me apart, tear me apart and watch it burn. All that's left is a window to my soul. Falling faster, you made my heart your home.
They're tearing me apart. I walked up the stairs with teary eyes and bruises. 'When will it all end?' I plopped on my bed and shoved on my headphones. "All that's left is a window to my soul…" I mumbled with my eyes closed. They're so close. Just so close to taking the only thing I have left.
Come and get it one more time. (Whoa) If you wanna lose your mind (whoa oh) Come and get it one more time. (Whoa) If you wanna lose your mind (whoa oh) Come and get it.
'What is it that they want from me?' Tears were streaming down my face just thinking about it. My feet pattered on the floor but I stopped in front of a counter. I quickly snatched the vile and rushed outside.
If you wanna lose your mind (Whoa) Come and get it.
The cold air made it easy for my breath to be seen. I looked over the cliff. The height sent shivers down my spine. I pressed the vile to my lips. My throat stung as it slid down my throat. I lifted my foot up and over. My face was stained with tears as I sat on the ground. I stood up and turned around. My arms spread out wide.
Mouth to mouth I breathe you in. Swallow down your jagged sin. Let it drown inside my veins. Sweetest poison I could take. You make it an art. The way that you scar with every word. But before we reach the end, strip me down again.
The air pushed against my back. The dark sky and grey clouds became further and further. I neared the bottom. My eyes closed and began to sing. "If you wanna lose your mind… come and get it."