Chapter One- Situations
Misa's POV
"Misa" Light said, his tone was a tight warning, a warning to put my suitcase back in the closet… warning to take my jacket off and unpack my things from the box on the floor. I bit my lower lip, I didn't want to leave, I love Light so dearly the thought of leaving him hurts but…for the past 4 years…I haven't thought of myself and catching him with Kiyomi Takeda…that was the last straw. "You don't know me Light" I said through pink lips, quietly, almost unspoken I whispered "We don't see eye to eye we never will. She's…She's more your type anyway" Damn it! My voice cracked.
He moved to take me by the hand but I quickly evaded him, if Light touched me I'd never find the strength to leave. "Misa…The investigation…you are a part of it" But I'm nothing to you. "I'll still come to headquarters and help out" I answered swiftly. His crimson like eyes narrowed "You're the second Kira" But not your girlfriend. "You're a bright boy, I'm sure Kiyomi is willing to half her life for you given the right persuasion…lie to her" I snapped finally hitting that breaking point "Your good at that" my frail hand gripped my suit case "I'll be back to get that box right after I take this to my car" staggering a bit I walked out the door and down the steps looking for what would be the last time…at the house Light and I shared these past few years.
"Can you really do this, Misa?" Rem asked quietly where she floated beside me. I nodded "I think so…I'm not a little girl anymore" tears shimmered in my eyes as I smiled at the god of death. Outside the night air was brisk and cold I shivered a bit. My eyes fixated on my car which was parked on the side of the street, right beside the sidewalk. Almost there…"Misa!" light was running after me now. I looked at him over my shoulder, ignoring him wasn't something I was capable of "Yes?"
"Your not really doing this"
"Yes, I am. I used to think you'd grow to love me but you didn't and….I guess…I guess I can't change that" I tried not to cry anymore. The words left a bad taste in my mouth that made me wish they weren't so true.
"Misa maybe…maybe one day"
"THERE'S NO ROOM IN YOUR HEART FOR ANYTHING BUT YOUR NEW WORLD!" I dropped my suit case on the side walk, it spilled open, trinkets, jewelry, skirts, fish nets, skinny jeans…it all spilled all over the side walk. His eyes widened. It was as if some kind of universal truth rang loudly in his ears. "Misa I-"
"You're lucky I don't write your name in that notebook Light Yagami" my voice was full of the spite I'd been holding back since I caught him in bed with Takeda. At this his pupils centered. He probably wanted to say he'd kill me first but if he killed me…Rem would kill him. I had nothing to fear…except the life I would now be living…a life in a world without Light.