Hey guys , it's Melissa. I know it's been a while, but I couldn't look at this website for the longest time. I went through Sydney's old notebooks and found this story. Thought her fans/followers would like to read it. Thanks for all the sweet messages, and all the support.

A blur of colors, and skin was the only image I could see. Music blared in my ears, increasing the diziness I already had. Where the hell am I? My mind screamed. I didn't know. Pain exploded in the back of my skull, it was a distant throbbing, and it left me guessing at what it was. I tried to shout, but found that I wasn't able to perform this simple task. A dull, but increasing pain sounded through my chest. I had no doubt in my mind that I was going to die.

I heard laughter echoing around me, but I couldn't find the source. All I saw was darkness. Nothing more, nothing less. Just hypnotizing, taunting black waves. I needed to move, but I couldn't. This is it, I thought, I'm going to die. Just when I thought it was over, I woke up, in my bed, with Christian staring down at me.

"Are you okay?" He questioned, gently.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just that dream again." I murmured.

By now, many of you are probably questioning why Christian was the one there when I woke up. A few weeks ago, Lissa and me had a falling out. She cheated on Christian with Dimitri, and he cheated on me with her. Christian and I found comfort in each other. We could talk about it, and understand the words the other was offering. We weren't best friends, but we didn't hate each other anymore, either. His black hair fell into his icy blue eyes, and his black shirt pulled tighter against his skin and he rubbed his eyes. He had on black skinny jeans, and black Vans. That was the Christian style. He was the only guy I knew who could make it work. Rose, stop. You sound like you're developing feelings for him. I wasn't. So, why did my heart beat a little faster when his hand brushed against mine as he stood up, and paused at the door, to tell me, "Time to get to breakfast."