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SUMMARY: He was the first... The first to meet God. Pre Canon, OC Centric, 1st Person Perspective

Thought 1: Realization

This or That.

I have absolutely no idea where I am; What I am doing here. The only information I could possibly gather is that I'm in a school of sorts. There are other students and teachers present in this school, but it doesn't feel right. I can feel it right in my chest, that none of this should be happening. Yet I decide to go with the flow, listening in class, chatting with others, taking the test.

But what do I get in the end...

Do I obtain something for doing these...

Is there even a point in doing this...

Nothing feels right in this world, but everyone present here acts as if nothings wrong. Maybe it's because thats how they are. Although who am I to say that, I judge people to quickly, almost all the time. That's probably a flaw in itself, but also a valuable strength that I possess. If it weren't for that I probably wouldn't be thinking this way at all.

The only thing that feels off here is that nobody goes home, or that's what I think. When the time usually hits six pm people start to vanish from the premise, but I don't. I've always wondered if I'm special or a mistake. I followed literally everything to the book, yet I don't join my classmates to another place I'm unaware of.

I didn't like that fact. Slowly but surely my knowledge widened, of where I am and what I'm doing here. I don't know much but all I can possibly infer is that I died some time ago; I winded up here for some amounted reason. When I think of it logically, all of this wouldn't make any sense, however if you think of this from a religious stand point, then it would make sense.

I've studied religion only because my school required such in my previous life. The religion we took up was along the lines of Christianity and catholicism. In this religion there is such thing as an after life. That said after life consists of Heaven, Purgatory and Hell. Thinking about it, I obviously didn't wind up in heaven.

If I did, I would probably be in a peaceful, worryfree environment, but that isn; the case. The fact that I think this way, means I didn't wind up in heaven. Purgatory dosen't sound like a far stretch for me to wind up in. I mean it is a place for souls to be in for repenting for their sins. At the same given time they will become worthy of going to heaven, after a period of time. I could be in that process right now.

Hell, I don't think so. If I did wind up in such a place, I would be in limbo. Limbo is a sort of purgatory except unqualified of entering to heaven. I wouldn't be any other circle of hell, because if I was. I would be suffering and dying on repeat.

That's what I think and if my thought is right, I should be in in limbo or purgatory. This means I have a fifty percent chance of meeting the being responsible, god. That's right god, that ever so benevolent being that allows his own beloved creation to stray away from him. To me that wouldn't make sense at, but who am I to judge an Omnipotent being such as god. I have no right to judge, but I do have the right to ask.

I have only one objective now and it's a very peculiar gamble. A gamble that change the change my destiny.

I will meet god.

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