Black heart.

Im so tired.

I have been traveling for 5 days and i am near giving up, i cannot go back to him, he was my kidnapper, when my brother survived and he lost his body, his soul picked mine up with my body floating underneath and took me to albania and that was when my red hair turned white, he was strong enough to look after me for a while but when i was two he desided the tables should turn and he had me care for him, and care for him i did.

I had been told stories of his life and my family and how when he is back out there he would be unstoppable, i feared him, all my instincs told me to run, however i never had the courage to do so untill the voice in my head made me, she has been in my head for as long as i can remember helping me brew things for him to eat and showing me how to survive myself, what berries i could and couldnt eat and how to steal using my magic which was hard as i do not have a wand.

My life has not been the best however it could have been worse, my master doesnt hurt me much anymore and it has given me the strength to run.

I tug my messy white hair into a bun though my hair isnt white at the moment, i havnt had time to wash because my master was ill.

Oh how i wish it hadnt took me so long to get to scotland but im here now and the sooner i get to hogwarts then the sooner im safe, i know this place
must be good because my master wanted it destroyed.

I am 13 summer old but the voice in my head is older, she is 47 years old, she loves me like a daughter and i love her like a mum, she told me how to get here and lent me her magic to make it possible but leen is getting weak aswell.

I look up at Hogwarts and gasped, how on earth is it possible for a building to be this big!
"leen what if they dont belive me, what if they hate me and lock me up in a crazy home." she laughed loudly making me wince "ofcourse they will belive you, you have to just go in there and tell the truth darling, you look like your mother exept your hair.

I walk into the school grounds, possibly alerting people that i am here, and head straight for the building, not taking in my surroundings, ive seen them all anyway, leen showed me.

The doors opened before i got there and an old man with a large beard and twinkely blue eyes beckoned me over.

He didnt speak and neither did i, he just let me follow him, i know from my master and leen that this man is dumbledore, we walked up the strange moving stairs.

He suddenly moved sideways leading to a statue, im not 100% sure but i believe he said "puking pastels" to the statue which then nodded and opened, revealing another staircase shaped more rounder.

We got to his office and i sat down in a wooden chair facing his desk, leen was getting a bit nervous because we stayed silent but i had never felt more safe.

He looked at me and spoke softly so i wouldnt get scared, "May i please ask your name child?"

I looked at him in shock for a moment wondering if he would ever belive me, leen spoke "go on just do it, he will belive you darling, trust me."

"My name is Leanne sir but i would much rather be called lee, lee evans, please I dont want to go back you must believe me." i look him square in the eyes wishing him to believe me, his head tilts sideways as he looks at me, like a staring contest, i lost.

"My child do you know how long i have been searching for you, how long the order have! Well i must tell cornelious and we need to get you sorted into a house but first it would be wise to tell your brother that you are here, however he hasnt been told about you as he has suffered so much as it was."

I looked at him shocked, how had nobody told him he had a younger sister! Poor Harry, if i was him i would freak out "lee your parents died, he has suffered much hardship during his life as have you however if he had known about you he would have caused disruption, chaos anything to find you, i know you would have done the same, do not blame dumbledore he just did what he thought right."

I nodded agreeing with leen and looked up at dumbledore again "sir i would very much like to meet him, after having nobody it would be nice to have a family of sorts."

He smiled understandingly and called an elf called dobby to bring him to the office, butterflys in my stomach erupted as soon as dobby left, what if harry doesnt like me? If he thinks im evil or a freak? "lee dont think like that, he will love you and protect you as a brother should and if he doesnt i may have to tan his hide." I laugh and dumbledore gives me a wierd amused glance before looking at the door which has just opened.

"Sir you called for me?" his voice was calm but sounded a bit off like he had a cold, "puberty child, i remember my son go through it, he sounded like a frog for ages." she chuckled, man i loved leen.

"Yes child i have some great and highly surprising news to tell you which includes my young friend lee here." I didnt look at him however looked at my hands in my lap.

"Sir?" I finaly look at him, his green eyes studying me carefully, his head tilting to the side to show his confusion.

"Harry nobody told you this, and for good reason too but you had a younger sister who was born at the end of april and the night voldermort-" I cringe and try to make myself smaller. "came to your house, his soul stole another and took it away with him to wherever he went, naturally the body went with the soul and she was lost, nobody could find her and most presumed she was dead, i did too until she showed up tonight and shocked the wits out of me, now do not be angry think about how much chaos and trouble you would have got into to find her not to mention danger! Now child do you have any questions."

I look at harry again and his mouth was in a perfect O as he took all this information in, after a few minutes of silence he looked at me. "You? You're my sister? I have family!" I nod, tears rising in my eyes as he jumped up and hugged me, the first hug i could remember ever!

He lets go and looks at dumbledore as do i, then i spoke "What next sir?" Harry looks at me as i spoke since its the first time i do in his presence, dumledore chuckles then looks at his golden watch. "well its nearly time for dinner so harry you can go back down and miss evans you will find just down the corridoor there is a bathroom and school robes in your size."

I stood up the same time as harry, smiling slightly then walked down the corridoor into the bathroom.

The bath looked like a large pool, naturally i messed with all the soaps and soon after i had a very bubbly bubble bath. "leen will your son be here?" i feel her tension "yes darling he works here but as i have said you must not tell him until i tell you to, i know when that will be, and you will too."

"Yes leen i know, im so nervous, what house do you think im going to be sorted in? I hope im in harry's house."

"You are brave and bold dear but wouldnt you rather be in slytherin?" i shake my head then slide into the bath, after that i got dressed and brushed my white hair which reached my hips.

I then made my way back to the office where i was greeted by two new people, the first was professor Mcgonagal and the second was Cornelious Fudge, Minister for Magic, he wanted to talk to me about where i was but i couldnt remember and he didnt bug me about it so he musn't have really wanted to know.

Afterwards we made our way to the great hall where i was going to be sorted into a house, my nerves had actually died down since my bath and i was more excited than anything else.

I was given looks of confusion from the students as i made my way down to the front, then dumbledore and mr fudge had told them who i was, the gasps and shouts were quickly subdued and they were told to treat me like anybody else, then it was time to sort me.

My eyes darted to every table looking at the excited faces in front of me, the hat was placed on my head but it nedent speak as i had chosen my house, after a moment the hat shouted "GRYFFINDOR!" I squealed with delight that the hat listened and as soon as it was off my head i made my way to my brother.

I had never seen so much food in all my life and i didnt know what most of it was, Chicken was the only meat i seemed to like but i made up for it with my love for every vegetable, then it came to dessert and as i hadnt had nothing like it before, everyone made me try a bi of everything, i am so full now but i dont care.

I looked up at the table curiously and knew straight away who leens son was, he was looking at me though, a strange look in his eye like he couldnt quite belive i was there.
I blushed and looked away, unable to hold his gaze.

After dinner i was showed to the common room and then to my room, i had one to myself because i need my privacy and because i had never interacted with so much people all at once and i was feeling quite overwhelmed.

I had made one friend in my year, her name is ginny and she is a very pretty red head who was the only person to treat me like i was normal, i decided we are sharing my room together and another bed was put in there.

I still talked to leen but she told me not to speak out loud because i could be seen as crazy.

The next morning me and ginny walked to breakfast and as it was the weekend we didnt need our school robes, ginny lent me some of her clothes and i was currently wearing a black skull t-shirt and skinny jeans which both had to be adjusted slightly with magic as i was very skinny.

As we went to sit down harry and his friend who was also ginny's brother Ron, he ate like a wild animal and i would know but i was introduced to more amazing food such as bacon and sosages and french toast, eggs, fried mushrooms, fried tomatoes and cocopops. Where had they been all my life? However my most fave had to be crumpets, with the butter just melting through them, yummy.

Ginny, me, Harry, Ron and harry's other friend Hermione then walked to the lake to sit and talk, ginny then decided to plait my hair to one side, it took her nearly 15 minutes as my hair was that long, she told me that my white hair was very beautiful and completely unique.

I laugh feeling more relaxed than ever, many people look at me strangly however that is because they know who brought me up but i dont have a violent bone in my body.

I also made another friend, harry doesnt like him and he doesnt like harry but he was very nice to me and i decided to do so in return, his hair is very similar to mine and i get a funny feeling everytime i see him, i always smile when he is around and he is teaching me to read, he is called draco malfoy.