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Preface/Chapter 1
2 Years since them. So much has happened in those two years. Two years ago they left me like I was nothing.
I Hate them.
They dumped me like yesterdays old trash, Dumped for something newer maybe better who knows he never let me meet Tanya in fact when ever the succumbs whores came down for Alaska he made me very scarce, saying something about their control not being good enough.
Yea. Fucking. Right
As if him cheating wasn't bad enough the day of my 16th birthday was a kick in the fucking face.
A Paper Cut.
A thin slit of paper spliced through my finger producing a single drop of blood and all hell broke loose.
Edward (My so-called hero) pushed me away with black blood lust filled eyes and Jasper lunged.
Charlie was told by Edward that I fell into a table of glass of, course no questions were asked because clumsy Bella is always falling into shit.
Two Days later without word made me very nervous is wasn't like him not to bug me 24/7 but school waited like every other day little did I know my world would soon fall apart.
*Flashback*
My Rust red truck pulled into the driveway I smiled for a moment seeing my love, Edward, standing in my yard but that smile turned to a frown at his sober expression.
Its been said woman have intuition about things - Kids - Money - Cheating and Break Ups.
My Entire being was telling me this wasn't going to end well. The voice in the back or my head was telling me to run. Away from Edward.
I walked Straight across the yard the wet grass licked my ankles as I went, I smiled at Edward ignoring the nagging in the back of my head telling me to run and never look back.
"Edward what" I started only to be curtly cut off.
" Take a Walk with me" He nodded to the woods.
Fuck . That.
"Two days Edward to days and this is all you have to say is 'lets take a walk' do I look dressed for a walk in the woods in 40 degree weather!" I snapped at the frigid now down right pissed looking vampire .
'' don't worry love it will be short '' he lied 20 minutes later he dropped my hand I looked around and realized I was in the middle of the fucking woods with a pissed off vampire.
I opened my mouth to speak only to be cut off yet again.
'' We're leaving" he said in a voice that was exactly professing his undying love for me.
Me foolishly think 'we' meant me to I replied
"Ok I'll just tell Charlie-'' this time I cut my self off the look on his face was so unlike my Edward whom was sweet gentle and caring this-this monster before me had a look of pure hatred with underlying amusement and boredom.
" when you say we..."
"I mean my family and myself." Each word separate and distinct.
I shook my head back and forth mechanically, trying to clear it. He waited his face full of impatience . It took a few minutes before I could speak.
"Okay." I said. "I'm coming with you."
Anger was on his angelic face and he yelled his response. But as he spoke he regained his calm mask.
"NO! Where we're going… It's not the right place for you."
'' My Place is with you I want to come! Please Edward"
I wanted to sound Powerful, sure of myself but in the end I was begging.
He took a deep breath and stared, unseeingly, at the ground for a long moment. His mouth twisted the tiniest bit. When he finally looked up, his eyes were different, harder—like the liquid gold had frozen solid.
He Looked every part of the monster he truly was at that moment. I was terrified but I hid it with a pleading expression, No matter how hard I tried I couldn't stop the adrenalin from flowing into my veins or my heart from speeding up.
His frozen eyes looked at me and he spoke the words that would later haunt my nightmares.
"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching to see if I absorbed what he was really saying.
There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.
He let out a sigh and that was the last piece of the puzzle. He didn't want me. Even in my thoughts the words sounded horrible like a person banging on a piano.
"You… don't… want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order. They didn't sound good out loud either and they left a bitter taste in my mouth.
As If something snapped inside him he started to laugh. Hard.
'' Want you? You're a weak disgusting disgrace of a human being your worse than the others at least they have worth you! What are you but a silent mind and a blood bag Isabella?''
I prayed he'd stop but he didn't he continued
" If it weren't for Tanya I would have killed you know" he said out of not where '' she everything you're not she's strong and beautiful and has the voice of an angel she helped with my blood lust and love the monster in me'' he stopped and let out and bitter laugh '' last week she demanded it you, your afraid even now I can smell the adrenalin in your veins making your scent spicier''
My mind was still on the fact that he had cheated . I was no longer sad I was pissed. I lied to my father for him. I risked my fucking life for him and cheating lying to me is how he pays me back fuck him and the bleached blonde tramp he's fucking.
The anger inside me outweighed the pain. In fact the pain was barely the there but in its place was a burning rage slowly eating at me wanting to destroy everything in its path. The burn I can only relate to or the flame of a candle or a spark of a lighter, small but powerful.
Leaving My thoughts I realized Edward was still here bragging about Tanya and bashing me with his every word.
Rolling my eyes I looked up at Edward with a look a look that said 'Are You Done Yet'
"Goodbye, Bella," he said in the same dark voice that chilled me to the core. My eyes closed, my teeth clench, my fist bawled.
There was a light, unnatural breeze. My eyes flashed open. The leaves on a small vine maple shuddered with the gentle wind of his passage.
He was gone. I was free. Free from his lies, his cheating, I was free to be Isabella Marie Swan!.
And She Wanted Revenge.
How though he was gone far far away from here and even if he wasn't it's not like I could hurt him physically.
Grandma Swan always did say there were three-way to hurt a guy. His House. His Money. And His Car.
The house was the Cullen's and I really didn't want to piss off a coven of vampires just one so that was a miss. I don't want his money and even if I did I'm not really sure HOW to get so that was a miss as well. His car! I know from moving with Renée it can take up to five day's to ship car no matter how much you pay them, even more for luxury sport cars.
I shook my head to clear the fog and took off running. I wasn't sure where I was going but my feet where. Trees past me in a blur as I ran I don't think I've ever Ran so Fast In my life, there where dust clouds behind me and I WASN'T tripping. Trees started to get thinner and soon I was braking through the tree line of the Cullen's overly done white Mansion.
I looked up at the large windows and for the first time found them to be completely and utterly tacky and tasteless. The whole Cullen home was tasteless in my newly acquired opinion ,too much glass ,too much white, too much of a false sense of openness.
And that's what it really was, who'd expect the deadliest of them all to live in the open. There house was a trap to trick you into trusting them only to get you let to them into your heart so they can shatter it and burn the pieces.
I took a deep breath and looked at the house that I once loved and a single tear fell from my eye.
I needed to suck it up. I was stronger than this, I wouldn't cry over Edward Cullen.
Hesitantly I took and step towards the garage, my inner coward truly coming out at this moment and not wanting to go into that garage. This isn't me I and I can't do it, I can't pretend to be ok and strong and tough.
Just as I was about to turn and leave I saw it the, the oh so fresh memory of Edwards bitter laugh ,his hard topaz like eyes that darken ever so slightly when talking about Tanya.
Suddenly it didn't matter if this was me or not he had to pay in any way I could make him whether it be destroying his Volvo or lighting his sparkly ass on fire...
Marching straight up to the garage 'side door' I used the key that Esmé had given me to unlock the door and I was slightly shocked that they didn't change the locks, but what harm can human's do in their perfect eyes.
That thought made me snort out loud, they weren't perfect very far from it in fact, but they but on better mask than us mere humans.
I took in the massive garage before me and shook my head. Did they really need 13 cars?
Sighing I walked to Edwards Volvo and took out my key the same one I had used to unlock the garage and ran it down the side of it. the silver paint chipped and scratched off easily. It fell to the ground like gray snow in a Washington winter, but it wasn't doing enough damage.
My lips pulled in to what I think must have been a sadistic smirk when from the corner of my eye I saw Jasper's Louisville slugger.
I took a swing at the head light letting loose a dark laugh when a large crack formed in the plastic, swinging again the light gave and shattered. Pieces of glass and plastic scattered all around startling me but not stopping me from repeating the process.
Smashing the bat against the body of the car I made sure not a single inch was left undamaged.
In a quick move I took the butt of the bat and smashed it in to the driver side window. I carefully stuck my hand through the hole and unlocked the door , not before beating to holy hell outta the side view mirror.
Using the same key I used to key the hell out of his paint job I carved my name into his Italian leather seats.
I turned slamming the newly misshapen door of the Volvo and walked out of the garage with my head held high and a new sense of pride.
* End flashback*
That day I walked home and wrote everything I was feeling I even broke out my old guitar. That was the first song that I wrote.
Days passed and life went on soon it was like the Cullen never where there. On the outside. Somewhere deep inside me I felt something was missing and the only thing that made me whole was writing.
I wrote about everything I could whether it was school or work at Newton's or hanging with Jacob and the boys down at the res.
Life seem to be looking up for me.
Charlie even announced that he and Sue Clearwater where dating and had been for a while. I liked Sue Clearwater she was the mother I never had and she loved being a mother she even had to kids of her own. Leah who was away at college at the time and Seth a very spunky 14 and a half-year old whom was perfect for the part as a little brother.
As I said before my life was going well. I had an almost step mom, A little brother like friend. And I had a best friend. Jacob.
I liked Jacob a lot he was my sun shine my protector and after asking me out a billion times my boyfriend.
But Life didn't stay good.
Embry who was Jacob best friend left Jacob to hang out with Sam and his clones or as Jacob used to say 'hall monitors on steroids' Jacob got so made he made him self sick.
Or so I thought at the time.
A week passed and Jacob hadn't called so I made the choice to visit him and make him talk to me.
I was truly shocked to find that Jacob my Jacob had turned into a Sam clone.
He'd Given me a clue. The legends. But I was to naïve or just plain stupid to figure it out.
My plan to confront him failed as well when the clone showed up out off the forest and pissed me off causing me to slap the second largest one. causing him to explode into a huge fucking wolf.
Emily Sam's Wife/Imprint helped explain the wolf thing to me and soon me and Jacob where back together like nothing ever happened much to Paul and Sam's dismay.
Life was good again. But it didn't stay that way.
Charlie was killed. By Victoria. It was my Fault.
I clung to Jacob even more then I had when the Cullen's left because Charlie's death made a hole that even writing couldn't completely.
Three weeks passed after Charlie died.
Life was normal. Not good. Not Bad.
That was until Sue told me the one thing I wasn't expecting. She was Pregnant. and 5 months so, Charlie had known and they were going to tell us on Christmas.
I told her to tell everyone else on Christmas as was planed before Charlie died.
Life Got Really Fucking Bad.
The Party that was a La Push Tradition was in full swing. Sue's Daughter Leah Even showed up. She was a Bitch.
No I mean she really was a bitch.
She fucking phased when Sue Announced she was pregnant. Bitch almost pawed my face off.
And when she locked eyes with Jacob she imprinted. He Imprinted. They imprinted on each other.
Jacob Left My side and went to help Her.
He didn't Try to fight it. He didn't Fight for me. All he said was I'm sorry.
Sorry Might have had some meaning if he didn't have a smug looking naked She-wolf Bitch wrapped around him when he said it.
That's when I snapped. I couldn't take it. I had to get out. Taking only my song book, my guitar and a disposable phone I got In my truck and headed into the bank.
My Collage Fund. $75,230.24
Charlie's Saving That where left to me in his will. $3,200.00
My Personal Account. $7,456.98
Each account was emptied and closed. The cash that added up to $85,887.22 and was thrown into a duffel bag then into the back of my truck.
A Cab had been arranged to meet me 20 minutes after I had left the bank so I was moving fast.
I emptied the truck bed and left nothing but a suit case full of clothes I don't like.
Then I did it. I crashed my truck into a bridge at full speed tucking and rolling at the last second.
It exploded on impact into a cloud of orange and yellow with blue and white swirls and a red under tone.
I limped to my bags and picked them up then walked to the cab. The cabbie commented on the amount of smoke in the sky but drove me to where I wanted to go.
Jason Jenks Attorney at Law.
My Lawyer he'd dealt with my fathers will and it wasn't a secret that he made real-fake identities.
13,000 dollars. That's what it cost me to kill Isabella Swan and like the phoenix bird something new and better raised from its ashes.
Alexandria Marie Fleming
Jenks even set me up to me with to meet a record company. Deaf Muse Records.
But that was two years ago and a lot has happen since then I've met people I could only dream of I've gone places I'd only read about and I finally made beauty from my pain.
I am Alex 'Storm'-Fleming and that was my story on how I made beauty from my pain.
Hey There My Non-existent readers this is my first fanfic ^-^ (insert gasp) I really hope you like it
Please review! Any advise leave it! Reviews are like hugs from Any twilight character you love! (I'm team Jasper my self)
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P.S. Updates will not be regular. :/. They will come once a week but what day IDK that's what irregular (weekly updates) first and second chapter are that same as my other story The Storm but ONLY the first and second will be :}
