Full Summary:
Bella jumped of the cliff in New Moon, knowing that was the only way she could hear Edwards voice. But when she tries to swim to safety, she hits her head on a rock, forgetting all memories of Edward and the rest of the family ever being there; and them ever leaving.
When the Cullens return, they come back to a very confused, very changed Bella. Will Bella ever remember the family she once adored, or will she block them out forever?
Chapter One
No one could ever expect this of me. Sure, after everything that has happened over the last few months, maybe some could. But I doubt it.
Out of all the crazy things I have done since he left me, this would have to be by far the craziest. But what else could I do? Motor bike stunts? Been there. Approaching random strangers? Done that. Approaching a crazed vampire that wanted to kill me? Already done.
Cliff diving. I am cliff diving. Ever since I saw some of the kids from around La Push doing it, I decided that would be the perfect thing I could do.
It's hard to explain why I do this. But it all started like this. Boy and girl fall in love. Boy reveals he and his family are vampires. They work out the whole forbidden love bit. Boy figures out he can't resist Girl's blood any longer, but wants to keep her safe, so Boy leaves, leaving the Girl heartbroken in a forest.
That's what happened to me. I am the girl. Bella Swan. Boy is Edward. Edward Cullen. Just thinking of his name makes my heart ache. Recently I discovered that if I put myself in danger, a voice in my head like his tells me not to do these things.
I put myself in danger to hear this voice. The voice I love so much, the voice I miss so much.
My best friend is Jacob black, who, believe it or not, is a werewolf. Yes, it's a weird world we live in. The werewolf pack is the enemy clan of the Cullens, and is in very deep hate for any kind of vampire.
I look down at the roaring sea below me. I feel the wind on my face, making my tears feel cold. I do this to hear his voice. But if I had a choice, if I had any other thing I could do besides this, I would. Of course, it would be easier if he and his family just stayed here. Then none of this would be happening. But they left. There never coming back, and sooner or later I am going to have to learn to accept that. And this is not helping it one bit.
But I NEED to hear his voice. I can't live without it. And I have to do whatever it takes to hear it.
I hear Jacobs voice behind me to not jump. Damn. It's now or never. I thought. I could hear Jacob running behind me. As far as Jacob knew, all these things I do, are for fun. To take my mind of the whole situation. But little does he know the whole reason I do this is because of that situation.
Before he can reach me, I jump. That voice inside my head screams to me. I smile to myself, then I open my eyes.
Below me is approaching fast. VERY fast. I can barely breathe. My smile turns to a frown. I begin to regret jumping off.
I hit the water with a loud splash, sinking me down very fast. I can't see anything. The water around me is black. My lungs are burning for air. The voice in my head is now screaming and yelling. Swim Bella SWIM! You have to! Keep Going! Your almost there.
And that voice was right. I get to the surface, filling my lungs with sweet oxygen. I look around me. The waves are big and the ferocious sea around me roars loudly.
The waves dunk me under several times, but each time I manage to swim again to the surface, trying to work out a way to get out of the storm.
I hear a voice. It's Jacobs. He is yelling from a rock, telling me to swim to him. I don't disagree. I use all the energy I have left and swim. The voice in my head tells me to keep going, that I can do it.
The rock that Jacob is on is only about 2 meters away. Jacob is yelling for me to keep going, and I do.
The rock is so close. I am so close to safety.
Suddenly, a massive wave comes and dunks me under. It pulls me down and pushes me into the rocks.
No! I hit a rock hard, its sharp and ragged points missing me by inches. My whole body was in pain, but i could see above the surface another powerful wave rolling in. My eyes widen, and i try to swim away, but there is no where to swim. Rocks are all around me. I close my eyes as the waves power hits me again, knocking me straight into the rock again, only this time.. much harder. And this time, i hit my head. HARD.
I screamed in pain. All of the little air my lungs held went out, and i immediately began fading out. The voice in my head screamed for me to stay awake. I tried desperately to keep going, but i had no air left, and my head was hurting so much it was almost impossible not to scream.
I knew this was going to be the end. The voice was now only softly yelling, and i had a feeling that had nothing to do with him. Goodbye Ed-
Wait, who was i saying goodbye to? Ed? Whos 'Ed'?
Suddenly, the whole world went black.
Okay, now I know this has been done SOOO many times before. But I wanted to try out the story for myself. [: Let me know what you think by reviewing. :D
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