Nico misses Bianca
He misses being with her,
Her helping him get ready for school,
Acting as the mother he had lost
He misses her smile,
Caring heart
And her presence
He just wanted to feel loved in this world
Or the next
But he never believed he deserved it
After all, he had killed people
They were enemies
His thoughts said
But it didn't matter
The knowledge of bringing death upon another
That wasn't something one got over easily
But he's trying
He works with the others,
He was reluctant to except help at first
But he realized he was slowly wasting away,
Sinking deep into the shadows
And he agreed to get help
His therapist pissed him off at first
With all the
"How did that make you feel?"
"Now why did you do that?"
But he came around
Now he sits on the couch
Once a week, as instructed
And he talks
Talks of all he has come from
All he has done
Sometimes it hurts
Sometimes he spends entire sessions crying
Sometimes he can't handle it all
But he's getting there
He's trying
As time moves on
He will too
And maybe one day,
He'll be whole again
