Angst - (n) A feeling of anxiety or apprehension often accompanied by depression.
He hated what he did to her. He hated that he couldn't go a single day without thinking about her. He couldn't cope with this anymore. He was scared for her life, he knew she was more than capable of handling herself, but being associated with him would make her a prime target. What made everything worse was that she knew all of this, and yet insisted that she'd stand by him. He didn't deserve her. She'd left her life as a powerful and respected kunoichi to be with him. She had defected from her country, shocking everyone surrounding her, and he knew she got a twisted kick out of it. Her feisty nature and almost macabre sense of humour were the main things that attracted him to her, and he was almost certain she had an interest in him for the exact same reasons. However, due to their feelings for one another, an enormous bounty hung over the head of the Kazekage's sister.
Hidan sighed. He loved her more than he thought she realised.
"Hey loser." He turned to see her leaning against the door frame. She threw a kunai, narrowly missing his throat.
"Your reactions are getting slower, Mr." She grinned.
He smirked back. "You wish, bitch." throwing a shuriken in her direction, and watching in satisfaction as it cut off part of her fringe.
No, he sure as hell wasn't about to pour out his heart to her.
Not just yet.
