Baby Boy Malfoy

Summery: Draco was the most beautiful baby she had ever seen.

Disclaimer: Self-explanatory

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Draco was the most beautiful baby I had ever seen. His first breath took mine away…

He was small, weighing only about six pounds. He had wisps of light blonde hair on top of his fragile head. His eyes were this cold gray color, and from the moment I saw his eyes I knew. I knew he would follow in the footsteps of his father. Of the man he looked so much like, of the man who shared the same white-blonde hair, the same pointed features, and of the same cold unforgiving eyes.

His father is, as you know, a Death Eater. I am not one, for I have yet to be branded with the Dark Mark. I am, however, a follower of the Dark Lord and have pledged my service. Unfortunately that includes having my son succeed his father in becoming a Death Eater. That is my worst fear in life.

Draco is my baby, my life, my love, and my light in which I look forward to being with each and every day. Draco is my savior. He has brought a joy to this dark cold home and has given me a new chance at happiness. I will not lie to you; things were not well before Draco's birth. My marriage was falling apart and my life was a complete disaster.

But having Draco around has brought less awkwardness around the Manor, and Lucius even checks in on the baby, and alerts me when he is crying. One thing that puzzles me, which I cannot get off my mind, is the fact that Lucius has yet to hold his son. He makes excuses every time I wish him to hold the baby.

I have just realized something. Draco will more than likely spend the rest of his life trying to please his father. Yes, I expect that shall be how it will go. Draco will try everything he could possibly think of to gain the love and respect from Lucius. I can only hope Lucius will give it to him.

Draco, my poor Draco, has his life has already been written in the pages of time and he has no idea of the life he is to have. He will have a dark and lonely life. He will be alone often, for Lucius will gone on business all the time; I will have matters of the estate to tend to. He will never have siblings, due to complications I had during labor.

But I shall always protect him. Draco is my son. My only son I will ever get. He is my one and only child. I cannot give him up. I have yet figured out how I will save him when the time comes and his services are needed to our Dark Lord. I only hope that I will get a very clever idea soon…

But for now my dearest diary, my baby is crying and needs me. I will write later before bed.

Sincerely,

Narcissa