His Urges

His Urges

Casually looking around, he waited for the usual signal that they could stop. Looking at the sun he smirked to himself, any minute now... "Lord Sesshomaru, this Rin is hungry." Right on time.

Said lord looked back at the small girl riding Ah-Uh and nodded. He saw the small girls face light up as Ah-Uh led her towards the edge of a field that was conveniently located by the forest. Glancing back he looked at Jaken, "Follow her." he ordered turning back around making sure he gave the imp a nasty glare that would leave no room for arguments. "I will be leaving." hearing a 'Yes milord!' in that squawky voice he hated he walked through the trees going deeper and deeper in until he could not see through the thick branches to the sky he knew was clear.

Glancing around he sat beneath a tree crossing his legs he leaned his head against the tree.

It all seemed quiet and in reality it was, but to an Inu Youkai that was having an inner battle it was anything but. Sesshomaru opened his eyes and glanced around, seeing nothing he closed his eyes again all the while training his hearing to the fields that he knew Rin was stealing from and listened as she argued with Jaken about not being an insolent girl.

He smiled slightly he didn't know why, he didn't know how but that small little girl had melted the ice around his heart.

He shook his head, stupid urges. No matter what he did they always came back. He sighed slightly staring at the tree tops watching as shadows played around in the darkness.

The urges he blamed on his Inu Youkai blood making him silently curse his brother for not having to go through with the ridiculous urge all full-bred Inu Youkai had.

He closed his eyes and thought back to when he had been looking around the castle for his father, he was only eleven at the time and didn't quiet understand what he saw, He remembered what his father had said when he called him on it.

"Son, there comes a time in an Inu Youkai's life when he has certain urges."

Sesshomaru snickered as he looked around; his father had had a long talk to him about it, and told him that if he had ever needed to give in to it, to make sure he was alone and out of sight.

The eleven-year-old Sesshomaru looked at his father skeptically, "How do you know I'll have these urges?" he asked looking at his fathers face. His father chuckled and looked down at him. "It comes with the Inu Youkai blood, son." he replied. Sesshomaru nodded and looked around "Does momma know you do that?" he asked. His fathers face turned crimson and he shook his head. "No." Eleven-year-old Sesshomaru nodded. "It's our secret." he replied smiling at his father. His father nodded and smiled back. "Thanks son."

Sesshomaru looked down at the bone armor acrossed his chest and frowned, it always did get in the way. Standing he removed it and gently set it against the trunk of a tree before working the strings of his haori.

Sesshomaru looked around and opened his senses to everything around him. his ears twitched slightly at Rin's far off laughter and Jaken's squawking but other than that, nothing.

Sniffing the air he also checked for nearby demons or humans that could possibly come upon him while he was occupied. Again nothing.

Smiling to himself he transformed into his true form, sniffing again to be sure no one was around he looked back at the fuzz ball that was his tail and grinned happily. Snapping at it he ran in circles trying to get a hold of the wagging appendage.

So what if it was a stupid urge?

He loved his Dog blood.

A/N: Smiles I like it. Anyway what did everyone think? This was just a quick thought I had about why Sesshomaru always disappeared leaving Rin to Jaken.

Sesshomaru: This Sesshomaru does no such thing.

Me: Yeah right. Anyways Review please!!

Thanks!!

Sakuras Magic