Hi there!

This is my first attempt at fan fiction of any kind, so please bear with me!
Please review, even if you hate it. It will probably just encourage me:D

Help me get better!

Another You

First, I really wanted to meet you.
You know, since I was told that I was... you. Or a part of you, at least.

I went through fires to get to you.
But one of those fires burnt me.
Burnt my mind, my heart, and then - erased my memories.

Yet, like a tree, the dead roots grew up with new branches.
While my memories healed, I gained new ones too.
New friends, new dreams, new hopes.
A fresh start.

But then it turned out to be false. I had been placed in a fake world.

The wall known as my emotions cracked.
The only emotion left, was hatred. Hatred for that one person who'd caused me this large, significant amount of pain.

I was told that I should go and look for a brat not so different from me.

Then it struck me.This wasn't a new dream or a new hope at all. It all started here.Was I running in circles?
Well, this time, I wouldn't stand back, I wouldn't let anything stop me.
If it had to be, let us say, my best friend, then so be it.
I wouldn't even stop if it turned out to be him.

But anyway, when I restarted my hunt to get to you, your best friend showed up.

I was tired of being the nothing, the nobody!

I was conquered - by you. I started wanting to meet you again. To see what it was all about.
He's so great, he's so smart, his heart is so pure.
Tell me how I could possibly stand up to that when having no heart!

All I ever heard about me was that I was the dark side of your heart.
His shadow. His evil clone. The emotionless nobody.

But that couldn't be true! I had experienced love, hatred, friendship, trust - and those were, still are in my opinion, fucking emotions!

I was still the dark side of your heart. I am still, actually.