My abused life

DECEMBER 31,1986

To day i start to write about my life

im 15 years old my birthday is july 27 1971 i some times fell like im not here

like im living but im not living its like im watching my life pass me by i dont fell any thing but pain do

i even exist my step dad abuses me in more ways than one all because of what i am

why do i have to be this why cant i be normal

oh well i guess i will never know

heres the count down 10..

9...8...7...6...5...4..3...2..1

happy new year

Love,

KH

Kurrama minimino (AN did i spell that right) puts down the diary that he was reading he had found it in a demons stomach one day on a mission. And decided to take it home with him to others you wouldent say it looked like a diary just a really beat up book. His friends mainly kurrabara are always asking him why he keeps the book he mearly ignores them and keeps the book with him at all times. The only person other than him self that knows the contents of the book is Hiei . Hiei seems to know the owner of the diary but wont say any thing .

"hiei you know who this girl is dont you"

"hn"

"hiei you know i wont hurt her i mearly want to return this to her and becise this was writen 35 years ago why wont you tell me?"

"dont search for her fox" hiei jumps out the window more than likely going to maki kurrama sighs

problems red?

yeah youko hiei is hiding who this mistery woman KH is

a mistery you say well i love misterys ohh i hope shes beautiful

dont put your hopes up to far youko this was written 35 years ago and she is more than likely human

you mean shes ugly

i dident say that in the last one i read she asked why cant i be normal her dad well her step dad abuses her because she is diffrent im thinking she just might be a demon and doesent know it

you know she might not be alive if her family hurts her she could have killed her self

well we can find out some other time we have to go to school Kurrama walks out of the house only giving a quick good bye to his mother. And meets up with his friends in frount of the school

"hey kurrama did you here we got a new student and guess what hiei actually asked to show her around." yuske blurts

"thats interesting normaly hiei doesent want to have any contact with humans she is human right?"

"hey everyone some girl is about to dump some guy in song this has got to be good" one of the male students yells

"i want to see this come on kurrama kurrabara lets watch"

They make it to the frount of the school to see a girl with some daisy duks bluejean shorts on and a big red shirt that she had tied so it stoped right above her well toned stomach her long waist lingth hair had blue streeks that framed her heart shaped face which was turned into a scowel her ocean blue eyes were burning like fire which only intensified when a boy with short brown hair walked up to her. She smirkd evilly pressed a button on a little radio that she pulled out of her pocket turned up the volume and started to sing . (AN i dont own this song get out by jojo)

" I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

Chorus
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

Chorus

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out

Chorus x2

Get out (leave)
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You ohh
Bout her (who, why)
You said that you would treat me right (noooo)
but it was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Ohhhh oh oh oh hoh oh "

She then turned off the radio and started to walk away she only got five steps in before the guy grabed her wrist she stoped in her traks and gazed at him angeraly her eyes flashed red and she punched the guy square in the noes sending him strait into the tree that was right behind him

" NEVER LAY A HAND ON ME AGAIN OR ELSE THAT WILL BE THE LAST THING THOSE HANDS TOUCH GOT IT?!!!!" she turns back around and walks away again

" woah remind me never to get on her bad side less i end up like that guy" yuske says pointing he looks back at the girl to see kurrabara grabbing her hands " to save him or not to save him... i guess ill save him you commin" we make it just in time to hear kurrabara ask his oh so famous qustion

" preety lady will you be my girl friend" As if it was automatic she slaped him clear across the yard. her eyes widen and she rushes over to kurrabara she looks around as if searching for some one...

" KAGOME HIGURASHI WHY DID YOU HIT THAT POOR BOY "

The girl now knoen as kagome flenched and turned around to find a girl who looks at kagome angerly she has long browm hair with pink streeks and is were ing the same thing as kagome but her shirt was pink not red.

" but sango i couldent help it he sounded like miroku all though he dident ask me to bear his children he asked if i would be his girl friend and i diddent hit him as hard has i hit hobo i mean hojo please dont be mad at me please please dont tell brother i wouldent let you take care of this for me "

"kagome im not mad personaly im glad you knocked out another miroku"

" his name is kurrabara" yuske says putting all the girls attention on him and kurrama the girls look at the still knocked out kurrabara

" I think ill call him elvis be cause of his hair style dont you agree sango?"

"absolutely " suddenly there was a ring and sango and kagome tensed "hello?...yes shes here...yeas shes alright ...hold on kagome its your b.b.brother"

" hello brother ...sigh i just got back from america three days ago ... well im sorry i dident call ...yes i dumped him but he dident seem to know how to let go...you dont have to do that its been taken care of...your what!!!...please let sango do it ...she is ...i am...fine see you soon...love you...bye. sabgo why dident you tell me you had to go back to america with miroku "

"well i forgot im leaving to day but ill still be here when you get out of school my plain doesent leave until after you get out of school so we can still hang"

"heah well dont you and miroku do any thing i wouldent do" Sango blushes and ther start to walk away kagome looks back " bye red bye slick say bye to elvis for me hpoe to see you soon"

well thats all for now i know its not very long but thats all i got ill try to up date soon please red and review