PLEASE READ: A lizzy x ciel song one-shot about Ciel when he appeared with our favourite butler, Sebas-chan! If you like song one-shots, you should check out my "Noughts and Crosses" song-one-shot. It's similar to this... Well, kinda!

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Black Butler, its characters or the song used! ~I wish. . .~

SONG USED: Monster by Big Bang (English subtitles duh! Though, it's a Korean song!)

RATING: K+


MONSTER-Ciel POV

"It's been a while since we've met. Your face looks good. You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes"

Elizabeth came today, adorned with a cute, pink headpiece and a fluffy gown. She looked like a vulnerable, porcelin doll, with delicate features and lady-like, graceful movements. She wasn't the child from before the fire; she had matured in her own way, I see. Almost immediantly after her arrival, I noticed that she had grown taller, it irked me. What kind of gentleman would I be if I was shorter than my fiancee?

"But today you look different, you look especially a bit cold. Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity. In front of you, I seem smaller"

She threw herself in my arms, and I felt unsure about my reaction. I stiffened and she sent me a questioning look. Then she regarded my new butler, Sebastian Michaelis. He sent her a polite but cold smile and she looked at her feet, obviously uncomfortable. I glared at Sebastian and took Elizabeth's hand,

"Elizabeth, why don't we go to the drawing room? We could play a game of chess," I suggested and she nodded, "Sebastian, make tea for me and Elizabeth and bring it to the drawing room as soon as humanly possible." I coldly ordered Sebastian and stressed the word 'humanly'. Sebastian bowed and left gracefully. Show-off.

"Oh Ciel, you have to call me Lizzy!" Elizabeth whined.

"Yes, Elizabeth." I smirked devilishly, a pretty similar grin to Sebastian's really.

"I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject though I had so much I wanted to ask you"

I bet Elizabeth picked up on my stormy mood, after all, since the start of my contract with Sebastian, I've been thirsty for revenge. Hatred courses through my veins and Lizzy knows it. She can feel it; she is frightened because of it. I don't want her to see or know the monster inside. . .

"You cut me off right away. Your long hair flowing"

"Crystal chess set or ma-" Lizzy cut me off by bursting into tears.

"What happened to you Ciel? Who is that butler clad in black, by your side like a devil?! I should be here for you. . ." She rambled and sniffed. I quickly covered my surprised face with a blank look and grabbed my white handkerchief.

"Seriously, wipe your face." I handed her the handkerchief and Lizzy cried even harder. What did I do?

"Ciel, you changed! Your dark sapphire eye. . . Your parents. . . Your soul. . . it seems to me you've lost all these things!" She dropped on a nearby french coach and wiped her face frantically.

"Ciel must not see me like this. Gosh, be a lady Liz!" She whispered to herself while I stood as still as a statue. She is so close to the truth...

"As it hit my cheek and passed away. You turn away and left right away"

After wiping her face, she stood and faced me,

"Crystal Chess Set." She stated and headed for a nearby chair, where there were two chess sets.

"What?" I asked, too stuck in my reverie to understand her words.

"Let's use the crystal chess set to play!" Lizzy brightened up and smiled at me childishly.

"Oh yes, are you familiar with the pieces?" I questioned while moving to sit on the other side of the table.

"I think so!" She fiddled with the crystal chess box, trying to open it. Meanwhile, Sebastian knocked and entered with two flowery teacups and two plates of small strawberry tarts on a silver tray.

"Sorry for the delay, Baldroy was being troublesome. Today's tea is-" Sebastian started and I cut him off by saying,

"Earl Gray. Isn't it obvious? I can smell it from here!" Lizzy giggled and Sebastian smiled. He set the tray down and whispered to me,

"Oh Bocchan, I heard Lizzy. . ."

"If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?"

I glared at Sebastian and shooed him away.

"Oh Sebastian," Lizzy grinned, "Did you know that you have the same name as Ciel's old dog Sebastian? Oh, he was such a cute pup... Well he wasn't really a pup, he was giant!" Lizzy giggled and a small frown came upon Sebastian's features. Lizzy kept describing my late dog and Sebastian gracefully excused himself.

"Sebastian's a mysterious fellow, isn't he?" Elizabeth sipped her tea slowly.

"Yes, he is." You have no idea.

"Nothing comes to my mind. As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back. You say that
I scare you now. You're like a moon that makes me go crazy"

Elizabeth studied her next move while I glanced at the board. Lizzy lost too many pawns, in a few turns, she'll even lose her queen.

If my life was a game, it would be a chess game. I'd be the king, Elizabeth would be the queen, I'd assume. And Sebastian and the servants would be the rest of the chess pieces.

All of my enemies would lie at me feet as corpses and then, checkmate would come. Checkmate will be my death.

"I love you! Baby, I'm not a monster! You know how I was in the past. When time passes, it'll all disappear. Then you'll know baby

I need you! Baby, I'm not a monster! You know me so don't leave like this. If you throw me away, I'll die. I'm not a monster"

"Checkmate." I sighed and toppled Lizzy's king over.

"Awwe! Ciel's great at games!" Lizzy munched on a strawberry tart and I glanced at her face. She sounded cheerful but she look grief-stricken and upset.

"What's wrong?" I put the chess set away while watching her out of the corner of my eye.

"Why did you change?" She burst out then blushed out of embarrassment.

"Because I had to. Simple as that." I shrugged. Elizabeth reached out and trapped me in a bear hug that crushed my rib cage and made my heart ache. It made my heart ache that I'll never love her the way she loves me.

Elizabeth POV

"No matter what happens, let's be forever. When we're sad, when we're happy, let's go till the end. You don't say that tomorrow. Let's love like today is the last"

What happened when Ciel was gone? This isn't my Ciel; this Ciel doesn't smile and he's so cold-hearted! I listen the differences in my head...

"Elizabeth, it's time for you to go home now." Ciel ordered Sebastian to walk me to the carriage.

Why don't you call me Lizzy? I wonder.

Too many memories? Aren't they good though?

"A life without you is like an imprisonment for life. An extinction from the world to the point where I'd go crazy. Your existence is a chronic disease, a repetition of pain. You're a lingering attachment in my heart"

"Goodbye Lady Elizabeth." Sebastian grinned and helped me into the carriage.

"Take care of Ciel." I told him even though I wish I could've told him "I don't trust you, I don't think Ciel is in safe hands."

"I will, Lady Elizabeth. Goodbye."

"Goodbye Sebastian." Why do I have to leave Ciel now of all times? I never want to leave him.

"The people of the world have turned their backs against me. The corners of their eyes are all twisted up. The greatest pain to me, is the fact that you became the same as them"

Wearing my pitch-black clothes, with my pitch-black feelings. One month of a pitch-black winter had passed when suddenly, Ciel came back along with a pitch-black butler.

The Ciel that had returned to us had become thinner and shorter than I was. But soon I realized that it wasn't Ciel who had become shorter; it was me who had grown taller. At that point in time, I made a decision. That I would become a wife capable of protecting Ciel.

For Ciel, who is trying hard to be seen as an adult, I will smile and walk beside him in my childish low-heeled shoes. Low heeled shoes, mother's teaching, a sword to protect you—those are the 'nice things' that my current self is made of.

"I love you! Baby, I'm not a monster! You know how I was in the past. When time passes, it'll all disappear. Then you'll know baby

I need you! Baby, I'm not a monster! You know me so don't leave like this. If you throw me away, I'll die. I'm not a monster"

He finally returned to the mansion, but he wasn't able to laugh any more. I love Ciel. I love Ciel's smile. Why is it as though we always seem to end up going in circles? How can I bring back his smile?

Ciel POV

"Don't go, don't go, don't go, don't leave me. Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it, it's not like you. Getting farther away, love is breaking apart

Don't find me, don't find me, don't find me, don't look for me. The last, last, last image of me in front of you, Remember that, Don't forget me"

It's okay. I'll definitely protect you at least! No matter what happens!

Lizzy is my cousin and I love her, like family. And I swear to protect her, though the bst thing I could probably do is protect her from me.

"I love you! Baby, I'm not a monster! You know how I was in the past. When time passes, it'll all disappear. Then you'll know baby

I need you! Baby, I'm not a monster! You know me so don't leave like this. If you throw me away, I'll die. I'm not a monster"

"I think I'm sick, I think I'm sick I think I'm sick, I think I'm sick"


Finally done! I don't even know what I just wrote :/ I hope you like it though!