Don't you ever feel fake sometimes?
Fake.
Thats all I feel.
Fake, nothing real, fake.
I wonder if he feels fake too.
Cause he faked feelings. I found out when he killed me.
On the inside of course but still.
Fake is all I ever had.
Nothing is real for me.
I can't trust anyone. Not even me.
He liked me, when he loved her.
I'm the girl, everyone thinks is strong.
I'm the girl, who everyone thinks is industrctable.
I'm the girl who can smile through anything.
But on the inside,
I am the girl who is weak.
I am the girl who crumbled.
I am the girl who cried so many times, I almost died from the lost of water.
But everyday I,
Close my eyes,
Shut out the rumors,
And put on that fake smile.
And if anyone saw through that fake smile,
They would see my deepest secrets.
If anyone saw through the fake happy eyes,
They would see tears, streaming down the inside me.
If anyone saw through my heart,
They would see nothing. Nothing but fake.
They would ask why I am being fake an I would say,
Cause fake is the only option I have now.
Being happy isn't always happy.
