This Painful Show
This part is so hard to play and it's so difficult to hate you.
But Your emerald eyes seem so warm and inviting.
Unfortuneatly I've been cursed with this name.
It scares me how much I want you.
Your beauty plays in my head when I close my eyes.
I've tried to push this feeling away. But it always remains.
I've really got to sort this out.
This chaos is almost unbearable.
My lifestyle was set in stone.
I've never really knew how hard it was to hold back tears.
I'ts scary how intense ones emotions can be.
I keep hiding from the truth and cowering in fear cringing at what this really is.
love
