This story starts in new moon. I don't own any twilight that is of coarse Stephanie Meyer (my hero).I hope you like the story. Please review. I love your reviews. My first story!!!

Bella's P.O.V

Chapter 1 Broken

There I was sitting in my favorite mechanic's garage. Watching him work. Just a regular Saturday with Jacob. I was thinking of Edward. It still hurts to think of him. But with Jacob around to heal me, my wounds didn't hurt as much. I knew that I would be kicking myself later for thinking of him. It would be like every night that he was gone. I would wake up screaming. Just a normal night without him.

Jacob interrupted my thoughts,'' So....that movie last night was pretty stupid wasn't it."

"Yeah" That was not a lie I remember the movie was all gore that was totally fake. We both laughed. Then there was a small silence that I knew wouldn't last for very long.

"So....", I said trying to change the subject before he said something mushy again, like last night.''is Billy still being stubborn."

He looked at me with his big black eyes and sighed.''Yeah, Like always, I just don't get it, why won't he do any thing. He just keeps saying the same thing over and over."

I seen the pain in his beautiful eyes. For some weird reason I felt his pain. I know the pain of losing someone that was really close. I didn't want that pain for Jacob. Stupid Carma.

"Aw Jake, it will be OK. It will all work out, you'll see.", I said. Then he captured me in a big bear hug, like always.

"Thanks Bells, you truly are the most awesome girl in the world." he said with a chuckle in his voice. We both laughed.

Then, it hit me this is what I want it to be like for every. Just be Jake and I hugging comforting each other. We both had problems. I loved Edward. I loved Jake. He was my sun, my Jake. I loved him. Almost as much as ….Edward. I still hated thinking about him. No one could replace Edward, not even Jake.

He loves me too. I had to tell Jake I loved him or I would soon lose my Jake. My sun.

"Wow, Its late I should take you home."he said. We let go of each other and headed for his Rabbit. He loved driving it so much. It was late probably after 10. I was kind of tried but I didn't want to sleep afraid the dreams of my love would come back to get me.

We got into his car and sat there. I knew he wanted to say something. I could tell by the silence. I broke it,''Jake I need to talk to you."

He looked at me in the darkness. I could feel his eyes on mine. I looked down at the floor. I gulped. I thought am I really going to do this? Am I going to give Jacob the rest of my broken heart?

I took a deep breath. I was about to tell him all of my feelings but I was interrupted by his eyes they were felt with worry.

"If your going to want to ever see me again you should hurry up so that Charlie doesn't expect something. He would probably kill me even if I am his best friend's son.", he said with sarcasm to cover his worrying.

"He probably won't care if we run of to Vegas get married and be show dancers.",I said. We both laughed. I then remembered how much I loved his laugh.

"Yeah" he sighed.''He probably wouldn't........ Show dancers?" We laughed again. Thing were so easy with him.

He started backing out and driving away when he said, "So is that Newton kid still thinking he was a chance."

"I don't know I can't read minds.",like Edward I noted to myself.

"Yeah that would be awesome........Do I still have a chance?'' he asked. It was silent for a long time before he broke the silence again. "What was it you wanted to talk about,"the worry was back I could see it in his eyes when we went by a street light.

I still haven't made a decision yet. When we parked in front of Charlie's, I didn't notice were the time went. Could I do this? Could I give the rest of my heart to Jake, as damaged as it is. If I could, should I , would I?

Will she give the rest her heart to Jake or will she keep things the same as they have always been.? PLEASE review!!!tell me what you think!Give me some tips for the next chapter please. Thanks for reading!!!

-chelsealovestwilight