My Dying Wish
Summary: Before she died, Raine wrote Laguna a letter..... (better then it sounds ,probably) R&R pretty please. Laguna x Raine
Raine lay up in her bed, the night before she had given birth to a beautiful baby boy, Laguna's baby boy...
She wished Laguna could be here right now, she wanted-no, needed, to see him one last time...
After she gave birth to her beautiful son, complications arose. Putting it simply, she was ill, and the doctors were telling her she only had a few days left...
Raine would never let on to the many visitors she had had, but she was terrified, not terrified of the dying part, but terrified that she would never get to see the man she loved, the father of her son, Laguna Loire, ever again...
She wasn't angry at him, she knew why he had gone, Laguna wasn't the type of man to ignore someone who was in danger, especially someone he loved.
But she didn't understand, Why hadn't he come back with Ellone?
He obviously has things to sort out... he doesn't know you've had his son, he doesn't know your dying..
Just thinking it made her tremble with fear all over again, she hoped against hope Laguna would return to her, but that voice in her head was telling her that he wouldn't, he wouldn't be back, she knew it deep down.
Looking out the open window, she had a sudden thought,
When he returns, he is going to blame himself, he's going to think this is his faultShe loved Laguna, and she wouldn't let him live his life thinking her death was his fault, even if he had been here, nothing would have changed, he would just be by her side. Knowing that was impossible, she took a piece of paper and a pen. Not knowing what to say, she let her feelings do the talking,
Dearest Laguna,
By the time you read this, I probably wont be here with you (god that sounds so cliché!) but I need you to know something, I died loving you, with only you in my thoughts, with only you, Laguna Loire in my heart.
I know that you will blame yourself for not being here, but nothing would have changed, I still, I still would be dead, so, maybe in that respect, its for the best you aren't here. I don't want you to remember me weak, weak as I am now, I want you to remember me for all the good times we had together. I know you had to go and find Ellie, and I respect you for that more then you will ever know, you save the weak Laguna, but you couldn't save me, I need you to know that, so you will live your life in peace, not guilt, or regret.
There is something else I need to tell you, while you were gone, I had your son, he is beautiful Laguna, as you will see for yourself when you come back, because I trust that you will come back to Winhill, maybe not today, or tomorrow, but when you are finished doing what you need to do.
I named him Squall, please Laguna, don't let any harm come to Ellie, or him.
Goodbye my sweet Laguna,
I will love always love you, in death, as I did in life, for you gave me the best years of my life, and for that I am thankful.
Love always,
Raine x
After finishing the letter Raine placed it in an envelope and put it on her bedside table. After checking it was there, Raine drifted into peaceful sleep, thinking of Laguna, and when they would be together again.
Raine never woke up.
When morning came, there was a heavy wind throughout Winhill. The letter swept from the bedside table and through a crack in the floorboards, for Raine ahd left the window open.
The letter was never found.
What did you think? Please review as this is my first attempt at a final fantasy fic, please let me know if it was any good, but don't flame me too badly!! xx
