Life After The First!
This fic is about Ste dying and coming back as something unlike his former self. He is trying to find his way back to Hollyoaks, back to Brendan all the while trying to figure out what he is.
A lot of angst with a little twist.
Chapter 1
Hi I'm Ste, Steven Hay. I don't like people calling me Steven apart from you know who. My life on earth has completely ended. What didn't you hear? I was shot by that idiot Walker. Brendan was there, he was keeping me company and let me just tell you now I have never seen someone so broken in my entire life.
"I want you to promise me something." I had said.
"No Steven, you aint going anywhere please."
"I want you to promise me that you'll look over Leah and Lucas. And even Amy no matter how stubborn she is. Look after the Deli for me until the kids are old enough to have it. And most importantly I want you promise me that you won't do anything stupid like try and kill yourself or something because I know deep down underneath all that persona, you're not that tough babe."
"No Steven, please don't leave me please. Please baby don't go, I love you so much, please. Who's gonna shout at me to go away ayy? Who's gonna sit there with me in front of the telly late at night watching god knows what, stuffing our face with popcorn. Come on please, we're meant to be getting our happily ever after remember." Brendan sobbed.
"Please just promise me yeah?" I asked.
"Ok I promise." Brendan cried.
"Bren I lo...ove you, always have a...a...and al...ways will."
And the last thing I heard before I went was Brendan telling me not to go… well screaming it at me, and telling me that he's gonna get revenge on whoever did this to me.
It's weird because right now I'm walking up these big golden stairs that lead to some kind of Heaven or something. That means it is real then seen as I'm standing right next to an angel.
I walk through the golden gates and I feel this heavy force weighing down my shoulder blades. I turn around and get the shock of my life. There I am with these big, gigantic white wings and to top it all off my clothes get removed and in return I get a white dressing gown.
"What the ****!" Woah it's as if my voice got blocked when I tried to say the 'F' word. Oh yeah I'm not allowed to swear in heaven am I, ha sorry God.
I go and speak to God himself and he gives me a second chance on earth but to my disappointment not as me but as someone who I obviously don't know about. He tells me that He owes me for Terry and me mum. Wait did he know that, oh yeah I forgot He's God haha.
I start walking back down the stairs and on the seventh step my shoulders sag, owh I was beginning to love those wings. A couple more steps down and I feel like I'm on a catwalk because my feet are moving so fast yet so slow. Anyway I'm back on earth, yaaayyhh but it's so God damn cold. I try and pull my dressing gown around me tighter but it's gone, instead there's short but thick hair all over my body. I touch my face in a panicky way and yelp; ow I just bloody pricked myself. I cry out in pain and out of nowhere someone shouts back, "shut up you little mutt." Nah sorry this guy messed with the wrong… oh shit I don't know what I am.
So I'm skulking around trying to figure out what I am when I see a cat and chase it. I'm casually walking around when I fall over unless I think I did. I'm licking myself, EW why would I be licking myself?
Oh no I'm meant to be looking for Brendan but to no avail seen as I keep doing things that Ste wouldn't do. What the hell am I? Owh this is so unfair. What if he doesn't want or love me anymore? Well just gonna have to go and find out ayy?
TBC
What's gonna happen next I wonder ;) hope you liked it.. a review would be nice thank u guys xx
next chapter coming very soon...
