A\n: I couldn't get this song out of my head-and I don't really like this song, so I decided to write a Seddie drabble to the song to get it out of my head. I don't own it, all rights belong to Ke$ha!
Disclaimer: I don't own this song, or iCarly
WARNING SAM IS REALLY OOC
Sam
He is my drug.
Freddie is my Drug.
I live on torturing him and that wicked look in his eyes when he attempts to get me back. His smirk of a smile sends chills down my spine. I know what I feel can't possibly be right and that I need to stop yearning for a chance to touch him. Anything I can get my hands on isn't enough- his sexy soft floppy hair or muscle hugging his shirt when I beat him up, even his fingers when I brush against him. Just to feel that zap of life that runs threw me at our contact.
There is no way. I have tried everything from dating every cute guy that comes my way and ignoring him, to ignoring every guy that comes my way and beating him to a pulp. Trying nothing, wanting nothing, more than to forget the way he makes me feel. Giving in to the waves of insanity he creates.
Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein' it in my dreams
I'm lookin' down every alley
I'm makin' those desperate calls
I'm stayin' up all night hopin' hitin' my head against the wall
I can't get enough of him... He drives me insane. I stare but keep my feelings to myself. At night I stare at my ceiling wishing on a pitch-black sky all night every night. Walking around like a zombie during the day.
What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind!
Freddie no matter what I do I keep thinking about you. The way you smile the way you make me feel like I am flying. You're a nerd, a dork, geeky, cute, sweet, hot, sexy, and forbidden. Way out of my league. My best friend, my enemy… The one I have started to turn to when I need a shoulder to cry on or a heartfelt hug. Little do you know I'm crying because of you or that I need that hug so I don't give up on you.
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I thrive off of the way you make me feel. Die a little every time you look at or flirt with another girl who I know is more gorgeous than me. I'm nothing more than your meat loving, crazy frienmy who you love to hate. Samantha Puckett who isn't gorgeous or remotely attractive or pretty. A nothing.
Won't listen to any advice
Mommas tellin' me I should think twice
But look into my own devices, I'm addicted its a crisis
My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments gettin' kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crack head
Carly keeps asking if I am okay, and I just smile at her reassuringly. I pull out those walls and white lies that do nothing but hurt me. Do you see what you do to me? You make me insane, and crazy. I can't get enough. My insane mom tried to throw me into therapy when she found me in the corner of my room staring at a wall where I hadn't moved from for two days. Not eating, or sleeping, and barley breathing. Did you notice that I was gone?
What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind!
You are stuck there in my mind like a tattoo; you're branded onto my skin, my memory. You're a part of me. My brain has turned to mush.
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave
When you leave me here all alone I want to curl up, and disappear. The withdrawal is more than painful.
Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum
Is my love your drug? Your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Is my love your drug?
Do I make you the same way? Do I drive you off edge? Do you want me like I want you? Do I get under you skin? Make you crazy? Make you happy? Make you depressed? Make you feel?
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Hey, heyy, sooo
You love, your love your love, is my drug
Freddie your love is my drug; I am more than hopelessly addicted to you. You're my lifeline. How I fail at my attempts to stay sane. No matter what I say, no matter how I act towards you… I love you, and you drive me insane because you don't notice.
Fin
A\n: I have a bad feeling that, that completely sucked. But if not, review please so I don't feel like I can't write ;) Thxs
