Hey guys, Jess here! As you might know, I have a Twitter RolePlay for HOA, and when Nina's parents came a subject, I decided to write this for it. Turns out, it's perfect for a one-shot! (Or maybe more, I'm very indecisive) So, here it is!

Description: Nina Martin always felt like it was her fault for her parents death. And to try and make herself feel just a teensy bit better, she decides on trying to write a letter to her mother.


Dear Mom,

Remember about 6-7 years ago, when the family decided for my 9th birthday, that we would go visit the zoo? It was a perfect day outside, other than the major downpour of rain.

But Dad had said that since the weather was bad, we should probably wait until tomorrow. I then started begging, and Mom said since it was my birthday, we would go anyway. She said we would just have to be extra careful while we were driving.

So we all jumped in the car, and I sat next to Jonas, who was smiling big along with me. Dad was still extremely woRried about the weather, arguing with you while Jonas and I put our seat-belts on, excited about being able to see all the animals. But Mom said "It's Nina's birthday, we have to go for her."

So Dad started driving, and you, Jonas, and I all sang songs. We sang all my favorite songs, including some Hannah Montana songs Jonas had chose not to sing, but I didn't mind. I didn't have a care in the world.

But suddenly, Mom stopped singing. I didn't understand what was happening, but before I could figure it all out, I was pushed out of the car, making me fall right in the street. I had been badly injured, making me unable to stand. But I had been able to turn my head, to see you and Dad's car, rolling down the cliff side. And even though Jonas was also pushed out, he hung on. So he went down with them.

I had felt helpless, watching as my parents and brother fell to their deaths. I couldn't do anything. I didn't have a cell phone to call anybody, and the road was completely deserted. All I could do was listen to the car, rolling down that cliff. And after it stopped rolling, it would land in a lake.

And when the tears had started falling down my face, I realized the accident had been all my fault. I was the one who wanted to go to the zoo. I was the one who begged you to take me. I was the one who couldn't wait a day. I felt I was the one who murdered you. And yet I am sixteen, and I still have that feeling.

If I had simply said "It's okay, we can go another day", you could still be here. You would still be able to hug me when I was scared, or nervous, or just feeling alone.

But you're not here, because I begged. Mom, I love you so much. And I love Dad and Jonas too. You don't how much I miss you guys. If I could just see you guys one more time, I could tell you how sorry I am for what I did.

I'm crying so much, I can hardly hold the pen. So this is where this letter comes to the end.

I love you,

Nina.


A/N: Once again, I might keep it as a one-shot, but I might not. So if you like it, you might wanna hit the story alert button :)

~JessIsTheBest~