Rocky's p.o.v.
There's I was sitting in my bathtub with the shower on raining down on me , but I don't mind I have a lot on my mind I'm so confused lost in thought its like someone picked me up from happiness and dropped me of in a desert forcing me to find my way back . Why did she have to tell me she liked me? She's my best friend and I'm honored really Iam but I have a boyfriend. I question myself for awhile if I was bicurious or not ,but then deuce asked me out and I fell in love with him ... But today cece told me she was in love with me But I never thought like that about her why when I'm happy and I told her in honored but she knows I have a boyfriend that I love , you should say her face turn from a smile with eyes glistening with hope to a million tears forming in her eyes and her lips shaking trying not to let a sob come from then and slowly but firmly walk away from me . I know she's probably downstairs in her bed crying herself to sleep . I feel so bad I don't know what to do , god help me know because I'm choking from the million tears you sent my way ...
