Disclaimer: I don't own any Sailor Moon characters, they belong to their rightful owner, Naoko Takeuchi. This is my first time writing a story of any sort, so please review this, it'd be nice to get some feedback on how and what I can do better to improve my writing skills. Thanks
Dear Diary,
I'm not perfect, nor will I ever be…
My friends and Mamo-chan always have to come and protect me. I feel so useless sometimes. I'm a crybaby, I never really get good grades, and I'm clumsy. Although, I'm not as bad as I used to be, I still depend on my friends for things. Sometimes, I wish that I could be like them, independent, strong, brave, and smart, but half of the time, I'm not. But they still love me for it.
Sometimes I feel so lost without them. They've died too many times to count, all because of me. I sometimes wish for a normal life, but I know that will never happen, because I'm Sailor Moon. I'm the protector of love and justice, who rights wrongs and triumphs over evil. I'm the one everyone looks to save the world, and I've done it countless times before. It just gets old though, the fighting, the pain, the anguish, losing them over and over again. It hurts, it really does. I just can't take it anymore. At least we're living in peace, at the moment…
It's been 2 years since Galaxia's defeat and the girls and I are juniors now. Mako-chan is apart of the karate and cooking clubs. Ami-chan's on the chess team. Minako-chan is apart of the acting club and she gets singing gigs from time to time. Rei-chan is apart of the choir at her school and she still takes care of the shrine with her grandfather. Haruka still races at the track and Michiru still plays the violin. Setsuna's a famous fashion designer now, has her own line, and even tours around the world! How cool is that? Hotaru and Shingo are currently in the 8th grade. I can't believe how fast their growing up. I can just remember when they were younger. Especially Shingo, he used to be such a brat. Now we actually get along. It brings me to tears with how fast we're all growing up...
Mamo-chan attends Tokyo University with the promise that he'll never leave me again, not to mention he keeps apologizing for leaving me in the first place. I keep telling him that it's ok, that I've already forgiven him for it, but he still does it anyway. I visit him almost every weekend, and sometimes he comes over my house for dinner (after a while of begging papa to let him come over). Luna and Artemis are spending more time together nowadays. Thank goodness, because it keeps her off of my back for a while. hehehe
As for me in particular, well, I'm doing alright I guess. I get better grades in school now with a study group that the girls and I have over Rei's shrine. I'm starting to become a little more responsible with my chores around the house and with my school work, surprisingly.
Ugh! Just thinking about all of this stupid school work reminds me that I've got school work to do and - Oh No! I'm late for our study group! Oh man, Rei's gonna absolutely kill me for this! Well, I guess some things never change! hehehe :D
Until Next Time,
Usagi Tsukino
