Discovering my true love
Blaine and Sam (Glee)
This fanfiction is set to be after the episode in Glee "Movin Out"
CH. The attempt to suicide… SAM
I was at the choir room practicing for the Adele Week. After my trip to New York City, I was feeling depressed about what the bitch Bichette had told me. Although, my friends told me they like me "just the way I am ". I have not talk to anyone after leaving school since two days ago.I have not even talk to Blaine. Always Blaine and I would hang out on either one of his houses. I was alone at the choir room at Friday afternoon, which was movie night for Blaine and him and they should be already together. Blaine walks into the choir room and I saw him . I was singing "Turning Tables" when Blaine had walk in to see me. – Blaine, can you just leave me alone! I said angrily – Sammy, I know you are angry about what Bichette told you but you need to know that there are many opportunities for an awesome person like you. Blaine said. – Look who's talking the guy who went to NYADA and got a place in it but back down to be a FUCKING doctor. You are just a coward to shine more than your fucking gay fiancée. You are just a fucking gay guy you don´t understand me because everything has been perfect for you Blaine Warbler. At Dalton you were the male lead and you were the leader on sports too. Then you met Lady Hummel and you have been living a fucking good life. I should have told you, since the first time I hate you. I said shouting. Blaine started crying and he punched my face. Blaine´s jab in my face was not hard but put me into realizing what he just did. He had said something terrible to his only best friend. He had on McKinley High School. The only person who liked my impressions and also Blaine helped me with my homework. I started running to Blaine but I saw Blaine in his red Camaro going away. He was crying. I followed him but the incredible speed of the Camaro gave him advantage. I was so angry about what I had done. I know I hurt his feelings and knowing Blaine after making those decisions he has been very sentimental. I took my things and I used my Iphone to call Blaine. He did not answer the call until I made the tenth call – Samuel Evans,( It was Tina) – Hey, Tina, Can I talk to Blaine.- just leave Blaine alone. You hurt him a lot more than a slushie In his face . – Please Tina, I need to talk to him and apologize. I said. – Well you should have think before talking, Sam. After a short time, tina said- I taught you were his best friend, Sam, I taught you never hurt his feelings in that manner. Sam, we are at the hospital right now Blaine is unconscious right now,. She said pounding. – What happened? I drove until Blaine´s house and the door was open I saw blood all over the kitchen. There he was he was cutting himself. Fortunately, when I entered he was going to stab himself but I could protect him. He hugged me and then he fall unconscious. He had written a note. He wanted to suicide. The note was dedicated to you sam. – Tina, I can´t believe this. I am so sorry. I said. – Well Sammy, you need to understand that after the hospital Mr. Anderson and Mrs. Anderson told me that they would tell Blaine that you and him can´t be friends anymore. You know what did the note said. – I don´t want to know. I feel guilty. I cause one of my best friends into suiciding himself.
-Well, it said:
Dear Family & SAM (especially to this bastard)
I know I am the happiest person living in this world; I was getting married, and have an amazing family and a loveable best friend. But after what my best friend told me I have felt horrible. I think that Sam was being a bastard but he was being sad and he was right I am living a happy life, but after I told Kurt I wanted to be a doctor. He has not talked to me anymore. I think the best thing that I could do was to suicide myself.
P.D. Sam I was just worried about you, OK, I know you will never see me again but I just wanted to say that I love you no matter what and my crush for you would always live until I die.
- Sam please I am really sad about what you just provoked and I have discussed this with Mr. Schue and the New Directions. That we don´t want to see you at the glee club. – Tina, are you kidding me? Sam said almost crying. – Sam , what you just did was out of your mind and you need to accept the consequences.- But, I did not killed him. It was his decision to kill himself not mine. – Sam, I can´t complain about these anymore. – Tina, just make sure Blaine is alright. I said crying. The only person other than my family who has seen me cry is Blaine. I was crying for him. I was crying for what I done to my best friend. I just hope he is better.
