Axel's Journal

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Oh Roxas, how I long to feel your touch, hear your voice. I miss you more than any of the members could possibly imagine. Roxas, you make me feel as if I have a heart. We truly were best friends, until Xion came. It's like she took you away from me, something that hurt so much. But hey, she was your friend, and there was nothing I could do about that. I wanted to protect you from everything. That's why I couldn't tell you the truth. When you said you didn't trust me, I had this huge numb feeling in my chest. Something that wouldn't go away, it still hasn't gone away…Roxas, I miss you. When I found that "Winner" stick, I felt wet trails on my cheek. I think I was crying?

Entry number 211

Roxas, I found you! But you don't remember who I am. All your memories of us have faded. I remember you saying that it was a scary thought of you forgetting our memories together. Well, look what happened. I remember you saying that we were best friends, I was happy. I thought maybe, just maybe that you remembered everything. So I needed to test you. I asked what our boss' name was, but you didn't remember…

I didn't want to fight you, but I had no other choice. The organization wanted me to bring you back. I wanted you back also, to remember all our memories together. But I lost…

Axel's death

"Think I'll pass," I answered Sora. "My heart just wouldn't be in it, you know? Haven't got one." A little laugh escaped my lips.

"Axel, what were you trying to do?" I heard Sora ask.

"I wanted to see Roxas. He…was the only one I liked…He made me feel…like I had a heart." I spoke a few more words and I felt myself fading away. Death really was a scary thought. Not like I had a heart to feel afraid with.