Ok you guys so this is the new version of "save me from my past" I got a lot of hits and visitors on the old one but no one reviewed so if you want this story to go on then please review . Um I was having some trouble with how to get it going and I realized what my problem was. There is too much background stuff you need to know that I can't explain that easily so I'm going to explain some of it in the story but I want to get a couple this straight first
Bella has a lot of siblings
Bella is from California not Arizona
Bella's siblings are half and step and some biological.
Renee isn't nice she is mean and neglects her kids she does drugs and dates a lot of men all the time she has only had kids with three men – Charlie, Kevin, and Brian – So Bella considers all of them her dads
There are two kinds of vampires – vampires from the 1st and vampires from the 2nd.
The Cullen's are vampires from the 1st
Vampires from the second are like the stereotypical vampires but they don't sleep in coffins.
Bella's family is rich because Kevin won a TON of money with the lottery.
Bella is the slayer like Buffy. Her sister Tallie is also the slayer. (explained more in the story)
Bella's watcher, Giles, has Bella's friend willow who is a witch zap demons and vampires from the 2nd to the clearing in forks, so at night Bella and sometime the Cullen's go to the clearing to fight.
Bella has a power that willow gave her. She can disable other humans and mythical creature's abilities, and she can use those abilities. But because she has to concentrate to use her power so she doesn't usually use it in a fight.
Okay you guys I know it's farfetched but I'm begging you to please give it a chance.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the twilight or Buffy characters
"Come on Bella just one more push." The doctor said.
I was barley coherent. The searing pain coursed through every vain in my body. I just couldn't take it. One more push and it would be over. No that was not the case, even though I wished so badly that it was, it still wasn't. It wouldn't be over
I was all alone, of course I had family that loved me and friends like no other but I was still alone.
By now the pain was excruciating I tried to push but I couldn't do it, I was only 14 and giving birth to a child whose father was nothing but a monster.
"Come on Bella I know you can do it." I heard one of the nurses say.
But I couldn't do it; I started to cry not of pain but of sadness. I just wasn't ready for this. I wanted nothing more than someone to be there for me. I felt a sudden wave of loss, but I couldn't figure out why. I hadn't lost anything or anyone mainly because you can't lose what you never had.
I tried again but nothing happened. The pain was intense.
"Come on baby, I'm so proud of you, I know you can do this." I heard someone say from beside me. I looked to my right and there was a man that I didn't recognize. Then all of a sudden I realized it was Edward! I was happy and confused at the same time but I didn't care about that at this moment.
He came up right next to me and took my hand in his.
"Beautiful, you can't give up you have to do this, I know you can do this." Edward said while smiling down at me.
"Edward it hurts! I can't do this I'm not ready!" I said as the tears streamed down my face. "I know it hurts, baby look at me. Okay you can do this I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere. Can you do one thing for me please?" he asked.
I nodded. "Love I want you lean forward, squeeze my hand as hard as you want, and on the count of three push with everything you have, do it for the baby, do it for me."
I nodded and learned forward and squeezed his hand, scared as ever and as he counted to three I pushed with everything I had.
But I didn't do it for the baby; I didn't do it for my brother who raised me, I didn't do it for my sister who meant everything to me, I did it for Edward Because even though I have been to hell and back in the 14 years of my life, he made everything okay.
When I heard that beautiful baby girl's cry all I could do was frown, she was so sweet and innocent but she had no idea what hell was to come.
Right then Edward disappeared. I was about to scream out for him when the door swung open and there in the doorway stood………..
*RING*RING*RING*
My eyes snapped open as the bell rang telling us it was time for lunch.
Every one walked out of the English class except for me and Edward.
I was just staring ahead, shocked. Why did I have this dream, why was I feeling like this? What happened at Eric's party a week ago wasn't the first time it's happened so why was I going through this?
I knew of only one person who would help me. But he was also the one person who I couldn't bring myself to tell about it. Edward.
I was about to cry so I quickly turned my head away so Edward wouldn't see as the single hot tear ran down my face.
"Love what's wrong why are you crying?"
"I'm not let's just go to lunch." I said. I got my stuff and stood up, Edward did the same. He came up beside me and took my hand; we walked out into the hallway to make our way to the cafeteria.
We were about to enter the cafeteria when Edward stopped and turned to me, I turned to face him.
"Bella I can tell there is something you're not telling me, something is wrong."
"Why do you think that?" I asked trying to act as though I had no idea what he was talking about.
"Bella you can stop acting. You haven't eaten in days. When I try to kiss you, you flinch or turn away. You barley talk. You won't look anyone is the eyes. And last night while you were asleep I saw your pills in the trash. Bella you could die or forget things if you don't take them. And you won't even tell me why you need to take them. Bella I'm just scared for you. Baby why won't you tell me what's wrong?"
"I won't forget things Edward I will go momentarily insane and forget everyone one and you know that. Why do you state it as though it's normal? Because it's not and everything won't be okay!"
I looked away knowing the tears were going to come.
Edward opened his arms and wrapped them around me and pulled me into a hug.
I buried my face into his chest and started to cry.
"Shhhhhh, Bella. I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make you upset. I understand if you don't want to tell me but I want you to know that I'm here and when you want to talk I will help you through whatever it is. You're not alone."
I pulled back and looked at his face.
"Thank you." Was all I could say.
He kissed my forehead. "I love you Bella."
"I love you too Edward so much."
He smiled and said. "Come on lets go to lunch."
"Wait, Edward what's going on with me right now ugh I um I just don't want you to worry ok, truthfully I'm fine, it's no big deal I swear, everything is fine."
He looked as though he believed me, but I knew I couldn't keep this hidden for much longer.
"Okay I'm sorry for freaking out ok I just care about you. I love you Bella."
"I love you too Edward."
I was smiling up at him when I felt his lips crush mine But this kiss was different it just had more passion in it.
I was thinking as to why he would kiss me like this when I felt his tongue on my bottom lip asking for entrance.
Shocked as I was, I opened my mouth and he slid his tongue in, my heart beat speed up at an unsafe rate, he chuckled and pulled away looking at me.
I just stared at him and pouted. He chuckled again and gave me a peck on the lip's
"Tonight." He whispered
Then he took my hand and led me into the cafeteria.
And for the first time in what felt like months, all I could do was smile.
And I knew that no matter what I would have him there helping me through whatever was to come.
So tell me what you think should I rewrite it or just start chapter 2? Please review!
