:D Josh/Neku puts me in a nicer mood than anything else. So does From Autumn To Ashes music. ^^
So lets combine those wonderful things.
Into a SONGFIC OHNOES.
:3 Dun worry, it'll be sweet radishes!
o.o So. The first chapter is Josh/3rd Person view. After game, blah blah blah. , You'll see once you read.
Contains Shounen-Ai. So don't like, don't read. Joshua/Neku, so if you don't like Joshua or Neku, or a combination of the two, don't read.
Song is Autumn's Monologue by From Autumn to Ashes. You should listen to it while reading, and listen to everything else by From Autumn to Ashes. They're amazing.
The World Ends With You is property of Square Enix and Jupiter. Autumn's Monologue belongs to From Autumn to Ashes, who is owned by Ferret Records. I only own the words.
Enjoy~
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Oh why can't I be what you need?
He forbade me from seeing you after our last Game…
A new improved version of me?
But I'm nothing so good,
Even if I'm the Composer, Mr.H always seems to win…
No I'm…nothing…
But that doesn't mean I can't glance at you and your friends from time to time, right?
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs.
I'm not allowed out of the UG, but we still overlap. I can even see you now, with Beat, Rhyme, and Shiki. Even if you can't see me…
Of violence, of love, and of sorrow,
You look like you're having fun, though! That's good! …I wish I could say the same.
I beg for just one more tomorrow.
…I wish I could go back to that week you spent with me.
Where you hold me down, fold me in… Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins.
That was the only time I could really tell you how I felt about you.
I break in two over you.
Oh, how I regret not doing so!
I break in two and each
I should be happy just to be able to see you.
Piece of me dies.
Even if you do run right through me sometimes…
And only you can give the breath of life.
But you don't see me, you don't…
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"Hm?' Joshua had lost sight of Neku and Shiki for a moment, seeing only Beat and Rhyme smiling and whispering about who cares what.
Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
He stared around until he finally caught a familiar flash of orange disappearing into an alleyway.
Bleached and blinded by these nights.
The Composer raised an eyebrow and curiously followed them, phasing through people without a care.
Where I'm tossing and tortured 'till dawn…by you,
Shiki had taken Neku into the alleyand stammered at him nervously, a confession of some sort, it seemed.
Visions of you, then you're gone.
It was then that she ceased her nervous chattering and pressed herself closer to Neku, placing her lips upon his shakily.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
Both boys stared at her wide-eyed, one pair of eyes wider and wetter than the others.
When I hear someone's taking my place.
Joshua backed out of the alley, tripping over himself and falling onto his back.
How could love be so thoughtless,
He sat up, staring at the vague gray figures in the shadowy alley with tear-filled eyes.
So…cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you…
Joshua picked himself up, shaking his head sadly.
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I break in two over you.
I shouldn't be so shocked.
I break in two and each
You are a boy, after all. It's obvious you'd pick her over me.
Piece of me dies.
Now I really do regret not telling you during the Game. It would have saved me…this.
And only you can give the breath of life.
I regret not listening to Mr.H now, too.
But you don't see me.
But then- you never seemed to enjoy being around me much…
You don't.
Oh well…I suppose it'll never happen.
I'd break in two over you.
…Huh. The Scramble always looks so different from the rooftops…
I'd break in two over you.
Oh, you and Shiki are back…
Over you…
"Neku…" I couldn't stop myself from saying your name at least once.
I'd break in two…
Oh, you looked up. Did you hear me?
I would break in two for you.
I had to smile. That's impossible.
Now you see me, now you don't.
You can't even see me. I don't think you ever really saw me.
Now you need me…
But…you just smiled up at me…! Back at me. But-
And now…
…And then you ran off with them.
You don't.
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:O
Sorry if you didn't really understand it. ,
I thought this scenario, if I may, and this song would go together well. You all should listen to it, it's much more beautiful when she sings it.
And this is going to be a two-shot Songfic, the next chapter in Neku's PoV. Why?
Because the song, Autumn's Monologue, actually has a song that responds/goes with it. So, I thought it would be fun to do that with the same story, as the songs do, but in different points of view, like the songs do.
Well, I hope you enjoyed!! Please review, reviews make meh happy, even if they do berate me to the point of tears!
…Hell, I berate myself to the point of tears. So I'm used to it. ^^
Thanks for reading!!
Novyuku
