Title: Bottle of Whiskey
Author: Jamie
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Disclaimer: unfortunately, I do not own these lovely characters. They belong to Chris Carter and 1013 productions.
Notes: You guys remember my "this kiss" series? This is going to be written in that format.
Dedication: to nikki, my chica. You know the reason, girl.
Bottle of Whiskey
Mulder pov
I'm an idiot. Why you ask? Because I just let the best thing in my life walk out the door with a man linked on her arm. A man who isn't me.
Damn him damn him damn him to hell. Just how long has he known her huh? 5 minutes? I have known her 5 years and yet…. Yet he's the lucky bastard who's got what I want.
What I need
What I desire
Hell she deserves to be happy. She deserves someone who is not… so fucked like me. She deserves someone who is … normal. God knows I have screwed up her personal and professional life for years.
But damn it… I want her….
I need her.
She is the one who has always been there for me—who completes me; makes me whole. She has always been the guiding light that keeps me from the edges of insanity. Even though in the beginning I thought that she was going to spy on me, she saved me.
Damn it, she's on a date.
With a man I want to kill.
All I have now is my bottle of whiskey to keep me company.
