(A:N) uh,yea this is a little different. VERY DARK. tell me if you want me to continue it. I though i needed to make another story because i am ending lost within love a few more chapters to go. This ISN'T the sequel. There will be a sequel to Lost within Love if you want. I just wanted to start a brand new different story. To spice it up a little bit. Well enjoy


ELI-POV

My name is Eli. I am not the type of guy that you can just mess can't see threw me. All woman are to me,are things i can have sex girl wasn't anything different. Her name was Clare,she was the schools "bible freak" to be frank. But i was going to change all of that. I will corrupt her like no one else has. I will use her for sex and she will never see it coming. If we do begin to "love" each other. Than she will know the real me. I abuse my woman and do drugs and drink. all she 'll just see a sweet innocent boy who wants to be her friend. i am way more than a friend. I am her worst nightmare.

LATER

i walk out of school because it is the end of the day. I see her walking. Innocently down the street,i walk up to her,this is going to be fun.

"Hey,Clare wait up" She suddenly turns around and smiles.

"Hey,Eli is that your name?"

"Yea,its Eli uh im in your English class i sit-" she cuts me off

"Right in front of me,yea i know you. So what do you need?"

"I was wondering if maybe you would like to hang out,ya know get to know each other. It'd be nice to see ONE friendly face in English."

"Uh,sure if thats what you want,here is my number." She rights her number down on a piece of paper she pulled out from her book bag and places it in my hand and says."You can call today whenever you want to hang out but i have to get going now."

"Hey you want a ride home?"

"that'd me awesome if you could."

"Of course." I take her bike and walk it over to morty. She looks a little surprised by what i drive but she doesn't ask questions. I put her bike in the back of the truck and open up her side of the door for you. to be a "gentlemen". Then i walk over to my side and start the engine.

"So,a hearse?"

"Yes a hearse, His name is morty. And he works fine,until he breaks down." I give her a smirk and she blushes. I got her right were i wanted her.

"Oh thats cool. I guess whatever floats your boat right?"

"Yup thats right."

The drive was long. She lived pretty far from the school. We had faint conversation in the car. I looked down at what she was wearing. She wore a skirt. Oh her legs. So sexy. I wanted to attack her right there and fuck her i had to keep my cool.I swear i think she could tell i was stoned out of my face. I smoked weed about 1 hour earlier,and boy am i hungry. I could just eat her up. She smelled like vanilla. That intoxicating smell. Made me go crazy. I had to get close to her before showing who i really was. We arrived at her house and we said our goodbyes and she left. I drove home to see my mother was there. Oh joy. I walk in and see her so drugged out of her mind on the couch.

"MOM GET THE FUCK UP." I slap her in the back of her head. I was the leader in the household. My dad wasn't around half the time,and when he was,he just showed up for sex.

"Elijah,you know how i feel about you hitting me." I slapped her in the face,there she was holding the side of her cheek. I point my finger in her face and say

"You know how i feel about you calling me Elijah,Eh"

She gives me a weird look and goes to her room. My room was in the basement. Isolated from everyone nobody could here the girls scream when i am fucking them without there permission. You can even call it rape, but i don't care. Its there fault. They always come on to me first and complain when i give them what they want. Stupid girls,they deserve to be beaten.I walk into my room and pull out a playboy magazine. I wipe it out and start doing what is natural for me. I haven't been with a girl in about 3 days. That kills me. I have a "reputation" i guess. My ex girlfriend Julia died. People think it was because of a car but i beat her to death. The smart people figured it out. But then there is her parents who are in denial,they don't want to take in that i am a bad guy,that the sweet guy they met was just a facade.i was done jerking so i clean myself up and take out a bag of weed. This wasn't the strongest drug, but it'll do for now. I roll myself a joint and take out a bottle of Smirnoff. This is what i am talking about. Perfect day. I can't wait to hang out with Clare later,oh boy will that be fun. I know my plane i will pull my innocent act on and get her to my house. And late at night. I will rip away her virginity and beat her. I won't kill her,Oh no. I will make her stay with me. I will make a murderer out of her. She will be just like me.

"Elij-eli can i talk to you."

"Yea come in"

She walks downstairs with a sad face on. Not this shit again. I think i might have to slap her again. She never learns does she.

"Baby boy,You need to stop hurting me. I am your mother and i don't deserve this. Your just like your fucking father." She went there. Now she is going to get it.

"I AM NOT LIKE HIM." I rip her by the hair and throw her to the ground. I kick her in the stomach and she lies there. Motionless. I know she is awake. I kick her in the face and her nose starts to bleed. She gets up crying and i just look at her with a blank look. She asked for it. She can't blame me. She brought it upon her self. She walks up the stairs crying and slams the door. Now i think it's time to call Clare.


So did you like it? Tell me if you want me to continue and if you want a sequel to lost within love. I know this is dark,but be open minded. THIS ISN'T LIKE DEGRASSI THE SHOW AT ALL. it is just Eli's life. It will mostly be in his POV but i will change it up a bit from time to time. And i used the name much as it erks me to,i used it :) well REVIEW and tell me what you think of it. Chapter 2?