A/N:

Okay, so just last night I got addicted to TVD, and I absolutely love Delena!
Anyway, today I got this idea and decided to type it down.
I only know a few of the characters(Like I said, only got addicted to it last night), so the only characters involved will be Damon, Elena, Rebekah, Stefan, Jeremy and Katherine. And they will all be really OOC.


I walked through LAX happily.

I was about to go see my old friends Rebekah and Stefan. I hadn't seen them in three years, and in those years they had gotten married in Vegas and had a baby.

When I got to their huge house, I immediately jumped out of my car and walked up to their door and knocked.

A few seconds later Rebekah opened the door.

"Elena!" She said as she hugged me.

"It's been far too long." I replied.

"Elena?" I heard Stefan's voice say. I ran to hug him.

"Stefan! How have you been?" I asked him.

"Not bad." He replied. "How about you? I'm sure you've been busy with the shooting of the movie and stuff."

"Yeah. Very long hours. But thankfully we finished last week." I told him.

"What's withal the commotion down here?" I heard a voice ask. I instantly recognized that voice.

It was the voice of my ex-boyfriend, Damon, who was the brother of Stefan.

"Elena." Damon said as soon as he saw me.

"Hi." I replied, looking over at him. Our eyes locked for a moment before I looked back at Rebekah.

"Rebekah, why don't I help you with dinner?" I asked her.

"Of course." She smiled and led me into the kitchen.


"Why didn't you tell me Damon would be here?" I asked her as I stirred the pasta sauce.

"I didn't think it would matter." She replied simply.

"How could it not matter? We had been dating for four years when he suddenly decided to sleep with Katherine and ruin everything." I told her quietly.

"Okay, so maybe I should have told you that he was staying here, but can't you just put up with it for two weeks?" She asked.

"I'll try." I replied. "Can I ask you something?" I asked her seriously.

"Of course. Anything." She said.

"Did…Did he ever tell you guys why he did it?" I asked her.

She looked up at me. "Honestly, he never did say why he did it. But one time he told me that it only ever happened once, and that he wished he never did it because he lost you." She said.

I looked at the floor. "The fact that it was a one-time thing makes it worse."

"What?" She asked.

"He ruined a four year relationship for a one-time thing." I said, tears rushing to my eyes.

"Elena." She said softly as she hugged me.

"You know how he is. He always acts on impulse." She told me.

"I know that, but that doesn't mean he had to cheat on me." I replied.

After a few minute of silence Rebekah finally spoke up. "He still loves you. He always has."

"What?" I asked, surprised.

"He hasn't dated anyone since you two broke up. Me and Stefan have tried setting him up with a few of our friends, but it never goes anywhere. He still loves you." She repeated.

"And you know what? Same goes for me. I still love him. I haven't dated anyone either." I replied.

"Elena, maybe you and him should-" I cut her off.

"Get back together?" I snorted.

"Well…" She trailed off.

"Rebekah, me and Damon aren't going to get back together. We have too much history. And not all of it is good." I told her.

"I know, but neither of you have been happy for the past three years. That broke up ruined both of you." She said.

"Well we wouldn't have broken up if he hadn't slept with Katherine." I retorted.

"He didn't leave your guys' apartment for a week. A couple weeks later he just moved in here because the apartment reminded him of you too much. And even then, I'm pretty sure he was crying when he was in his room." She told me.

"Damon Salvatore, crying?" I asked her, laughing a little.

She laughed. "I know, right? Do you see now how messed up he was?" She asked me.

"Rebekah, I can't trust him anymore. How is that so hard to believe?" I asked her.

"It's not, it's just…I want both of you two to be happy, and that isn't going to happen unless you're with each other." She replied as she cut up some vegetables.

"Well what do you want me to do? Randomly take him back after three years?" I asked her.

"Fine, be unhappy for the rest of your life." She said.

"How do you know that I won't meet someone else?" I asked.

"Elena, Damon is it for you. Ever since high school it's been that way." She replied.

"I know." I said quietly. "Maybe someday we can try again, but not right now."

"And how long will that be? Days? Months? Years?" She asked.

"I don't know." I replied. "Look, I do want to try again, but I don't know how long it will be until I'm ready to. And what if I'm never ready? Then Damon will have waited around for me."

"Elena, Damon wants a wife and children. He really, really wants children. But he won't want to have children with anyone but you." She told me as we started setting the table.

"Even if he was with me, I can't have children." I admitted.

Rebekah stopped what she was doing and looked at me. "What?" She asked.

"Remember that car accident I was in when I was eighteen?" I asked her, and she nodded in response. "It left me unable to have my own children." I told her.

"Why didn't you ever tell me that?" She asked.

"The only person I ever told was Damon. No one else ever knew about it. But he…he comforted me. He helped me through it. It was really hard for me. Having a baby is really all I've ever wanted." I replied, with tears in my eyes.

Stefan, Damon, and Rebekah and Stefan's daughter, Alexis, walked through the door to the dining room.

I quickly turned away and wiped my eyes.

"Elena, we're going to end this conversation, but I think you know what you have to do." Rebekah told me after I turned back to them and I nodded.


Later that night I was sitting on their back porch, playing guitar.

"You still play?" I heard Damon's voice ask. I turned around and saw him standing in the doorway.

He smiled at me a bit and sat down in the chair across from me.

Playing guitar and singing was a talent that only Damon ever knew about. Everyone else just thought that the only talent I had was acting.

"Yeah…I stopped for a couple years, but I picked it up again a few months ago." I replied.

"That's good. You were always so good at it." He told me.

I blushed a bit. "Thanks."

"Okay, you probably don't want to hear this, but I am really, really sorry for what happened." He told me seriously.

"You know that won't fix anything." I sighed.

"I know, I just…I just wanted you to know." He replied.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked him.

"Sure. Anything." He said.

"Why did you do it?" I was starting to get tears in my eyes again. I looked at the ground.

"I…I don't know." He replied.

"All I know is that it was the stupidest thing I've ever done, and I would do anything to get you back." He admitted.

"Damon…" I started, but I couldn't get any other words out.

It had been three years, and yet we were both still hooked on each other.

"Look, Elena, you don't have to say anything back. I just want you to know that I'm still in love with you…and I think I always will be." He told me.

This made me start full out crying. What was I supposed to do? He hurt me really badly, and all of a sudden he was just telling me that he loved me.

When I finally stopped crying I looked up at him. "Look, Damon, I still love you, too. But that doesn't change anything. You still hurt me. I want to forget about everything and start again, but I can't." I replied, but immediately started crying again afterwards.

He stood up. "I get it, Elena. I just wanted you to know." He said before kissing the top of my head and leaving.

Ugh, why did Damon have to be so sweet?


A/N:

Okay, that's it for now!
I will update absolutely whenever I can, so stay tuned!
I might update again tonight, so if you're reading this tomorrow, then you might get two chapters!