If Only
A/N: This is my first really dramatic fic so bear with me people. And constructive criticism is welcome!
ALSO I AM A TOTAL IDIOT!!! I made a mistake and had the wrong chapter posted for chapter one! I'm so sorry! Another also I'm taking oc's plz send them in your reviews my pm is not working. ThatisifyoureviewIhopeyoudoplease!!!!!!!1
Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or anything really to do with it! Stop reminding me!
Thinking Flashback Get it? got it? good!
If Only
It was late at night. The silver haired boy rolled over and glanced at the clock. 3:00am glared back at him in nylon green numbers. He hadn't been sleeping much lately, his thoughts running wildly through his troubled mind. In just a few hours he was supposed to meet Sora and Kairi he would do just like he always had. Smile and pretend that everything was ok. That he didn't mind watching the 'happy couple' as he followed behind like a lost puppy.
I can't do this anymore.
He thought of simply cutting himself off from them from the rest of the world and staying alone. But when this particular fancy play across his thoughts it was quickly shut down as he remembered that it would mean leaving her behind.
Kairi
Thinking of her leaving him for Sora, his best friend, was like adding salt to a wound. He had loved her and she betrayed him. But he couldn't bear the thought of being completely with out her. Even though she had chosen someone else she still had a hold on him.
I can't hate her. I have to be with her.
Furious with his own foolishness he throw his muscular frame out of the bed and stalked into the small kitchen of his apartment. He had moved out on his own after a heated disagreement with his father. He could still remember the pain in his mother's eyes as he hauled his belongings away.
Another person I've had to leave behind.
Shaking his silver head in an attempt to clear the memory, he popped two small white pills into his mouth and slunk back to his room. The drugs had done their work and he was asleep as soon as he hit his pillow. He would make up his mind another time.
A/N: Short I know but I want to see how you guys like this before I continue! So please review!
