Hi everyone! This is my first ever fiction story type thing! I hope you all enjoy the Ichigo angst!
He had never been himself after that night. Of course he used the term night loosley. It was more like a day, or maybe just half of one. Ichigo couldn't quite remember anymore, in fact he didn't remember much of anything anymore. He remembered the basic things, and things he learnt from school, but the events that transpired in Soul Society were forcefully ripped from his mind of his own accord. The night...no! He wouldn't ever think about it ever again! He huddled up even further to himself. Right now he was sitting on his bed, in the corner against the wall crying. Even though he refused to think about it, he still cried about it every night. Every god damned night. He wanted to be free from the memory; the abuse that it brought to him. On that night 1 month ago, everything changed for Ichigo Kurosaki.
"No...NO! Stop, please!"
It's the dream again. Even though the memories were forcefully locked away in his mind, he still had this dream every single night.
"Hehehehe, my little Ichi, how pretty you are. Is this you're first time? You're so pretty I wouldn't of guessed."
He doesn't want to have the dream; he's scared.
"This'll only hurt a bit my little Ichi, but then it'll rock you're world. I promise."
"P-Please stop, it hurts, it really hurts..."
No, stop thinking, must stop thinking!
"Ichi you're so tight, I fucking love it!"
"I-I can't take it, please just stop!"
No, no, no, no, no, no, NO!
"Ah, you were such a good fuck. Too bad it'll never happen again, eh Ichi?"
"W-W-W-Why...just, why?"
He doesn't want to hear the next part, he hates it the most.
"It's because you're weak, worthless, idiotic...I could go on. You will never come close to us Soul Reapers. Never. You saved Rukia on a fluke, nothing more. I did this to put you in you're place. You disgust me Ichigo Kurosaki."
He just sobs now.
On that day one month ago, Renji Abarai raped Ichigo Kurosaki, and he was never ever the same.
Done! Once again, I hope you enjoyed this! Please review!
