Disclaimer: Yes I own Fire Emblem. I also own three planets, two continents, and Diney World. And if you believe any of that then you odviously don't own a brain.

Warning: If you're reading this for Matthewx Lelia then stop reading now. No really stop. That is NOT what this is about. Oh and this is shounen-ai but if you didn't get that from the summary then it's not my fault.

It hurts. The way your eyes sparkle when you talk about her. How happy and care free you were when you talked to her. It hurts to know that you love her and only her. But, if I were more like her, would you love me then.

You laugh at me when I cry. I don't see how you can keep all your emotions to yourself. Every emotion I feel is written clear on my face. I never try to hide how I feel.

If I never cried again, would you love me then?

No matter how much I train, you always beat me. I am weak compared to you.

If I were stronger, would you love me then?

You say I act like a child. Is that all I am to you? An ignorant, foolish, selfish child?

If I were more mature, would you love me then?

You tell me about all the missions you've gone on together and about the time she saved your life. About how she was there for you when you needed her, how you new you could always trust her.

If I saved your life, would you love me then?

You tell me how good of a person she is. How she became a spy so she could save lives, and how much she hates to kill people.

If I never picked up a sword again, would you love me then?

You always talk about how beautiful she is. How much you love her eyes, her hair, everything about her.

If I cut my hair short like hers, would you love me then?

Whenever I rely on you for help, I never forget about how you admire her independence. Is it a bad thing that I need your help where she does not?

If I were more independent, would you love me then?

You tell me how different I am from her, how we are nothing alike.

If I changed who I was, became more like her, would you love me then?

I saw how you cried when you buried her and I know how much her death has destroyed you. If I could bring her back to life for you I would. It's hard to see you fake, when I know you are far less than okay.

If I died for you, would you love me then?

What would it take for you to truly smile again? Because whatever it is, I'll do it. I'll do whatever it takes to make you smile. I'd do anything for you, even though I know that no matter what I do it wouldn't change anything. She was the one you loved, not me. I would gladly give my life to get hers back. If only I could see you smile one last time.

[A/N My first story, what do you think? Please review. No flames please, I know there's enough kinding for one...XD