Hope you like this! It's just a filler chappy. There in 9th grade!
"Claire, I'm moving," Cam said looking sadder than ever.
"Oh," was all that could come out of my mouth.
If I had said anything more I would have started bawling like a new born child. The love of my life was leaving me here in Westchester all lonely and boyfriend less. I may never see is mix matched eyes again.
"I'm really sorry Claire I mean I don't want to and—"
"I know it's not your fault. When are you moving?"
"That's the thing, I moving in less than one week!"
"What!?"
I could feel my eyes starting to water so I quickly shut my eyes. Lately that feeling was coming a lot. I lost all of my friends in Westchester and have been humiliated nonstop. What more could go wrong in my life?
This is all just a horrible cruel dream. I mean Cam isn't moving my only true friend!
I pinched myself so hard I thought I damaged my nerve endings. I opened my eyes hoping and believing this was all a dream, or should I say nightmare. I can barely breathe at the sight I see before for me. I'm not in my warm cozy bed snoozing. I'm in the place I hate most standing in front of my only friend. (School for u peeps who don't get it!) One thing I know for sure is that I wasn't dreaming.
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The day Cam moved I didn't say a word. Actually ever since he moved I haven't stepped foot in anyone's house besides mine. Nope I never made any new friends or even had another boyfriend. It was just too painful. I just couldn't get my heart broken again…….
--Flash back--
"I'm so glad you came," said Cam smiling that smile of his.
All I did was nod and look at the ground. I couldn't bring myself to look into his dazzling eyes. I was afraid I would get lost in them and break down. I had to keep my cool.
"Listen I know how hard this is for you, Claire. I just want to have a good time since this is our last time together."
The last thing he said got to me. Our last time together for maybe 20 or 30 years. Maybe even forever. I tried to hold back the tears but the pit in the bottom of my stomach and the scratchy feeling behind my eyes made it hard. The next thing I knew everything was running together and hot tear drops were falling down my pink cold cheek.
"Oh no Claire! Please don't cry…. I mean I'm sorry I don't want to move or break your heart and move millions of miles away from my--"
I could see Cam's eyes start to glimmer as he came over to give me a hug. He held onto me forever or maybe I was holding on to him. I heard him start to whimper and fully cry. This made me even more sad and I started to cry even harder. This made Cam cry even more and harder. We just sat there and cried until it got dark. We looked like little two year olds who hadn't gotten their milk and cookies and were throwing a fit. This was completely opposite. We were 2 teenagers crying because we were hurt.
Then Cam finally pulled me up to leave.
I didn't even bother ask where we were going. Honestly I didn't really care as long as I was with him. For what seemed like hours of walking we finally got to our destination….. The park where we first met.
It was so romantic and cute; I gave Cam a big kiss on the lips. I didn't expect the kiss to get intense but it did. Cam was the first to pull away and he looked straight into my blue eyes. I blushed and looked down, his eyes still on me. He grabbed my hand again and pulled me closer to the lake. There we sat on the bench and just talked our hearts out. We told each other our biggest secrets and our most embarrassing moments. The whole time we were either laughing or crying.
Cam led me to another spot but this time it was further into the park. He told me to cover my eyes and I did. I couldn't help but peek.
What I saw in front of me made me want to cry again but this time it would be tears of joy. I surprisingly held back the tears and followed Cam. He had set up a checkered picnic blanket and on top of the blanket were fancy glasses and plates. What I saw next made me laugh. He had brought carry out from my favorite Chinese restaurant. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Cam slightly blush.
We pulled out the food and poured ourselves some sparkling grape juice. The first couple of minutes were awkward and silent. Cam was the first to speak.
"I will always remember you Claire Stacey Lyons…."
This made me smile. The biggest I have probably smiled all night.
"I will always remember you Cam Fisher"
Those were the last words he spoke to me.
I leaned up against his Dakar Noir drenched shoulder. I knew I would always remember him. He leaned in to kiss her and she enjoyed their last kiss. In the morning the love of her life would be gone forever and he was.
--End of Flashback--
That sentence still rang in my head 10 years later.
"I will always remember you Claire Stacey Lyons…"
I just had one question for the man I loved….. Did he still remember me, how much love we had shared, all the laughs we had?
I wanted to believe he did but when I got the phone call…. I knew he didn't remember me or even love me anymore.
I was just one girl in his life that meant nothing, and I found that out the hard way…..
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