disclaimer: Don't own Pokemon.
pairing: Red/Yellow/Lance. Manga-verse
Confusing point of Views so I'll give you the order: Red. Lance. Yellow. Red. Red. Red. Yellow. Lance.
notes: RIP one of my fishes in my pond outside. Even though you and your family looked all the same to me, I'll still miss you. Apology for not updating, won't be updating for a while, so I thought I should just get a story out to make up for it. Check my LJ for more info. One more thing, Criss Angel is awesome, he did the Grand Canyon Death Jump thingy.
songs: Roses: Meg and Dia. What Sarah Said: Death Cab For Cutie
When I said I was in love with you, I was scared because by heart was breaking piece by piece telling me that I'm not.
over the hills and far away
the deadman speaks about a time far away
("If I fall down to hell will you catch me?")
He thought she was mad, speaking of foreign things and foreign words like 'hell'. And when she asked him, he answered yes, because he loved her and he'll do anything for her.
(but he won't do everything.)
I for one thought the boy was mad, instead. She shouldn't make empty promises with a boy who won't fulfill. He's a good kid, gonna go the heaven, not hell like her. Like me.
She's a good person and it's always the road of the well—righteous that leads them to hell. And she's scared, I am too. And if she thinks her fate lies where she'll plummet into her death, I think mine will take me there.
It already has.
(you can't live until you die.)
He's dead now, she thinks. And she's sad—anguished—and Red he doesn't understand the fall. He thinks that he's gonna catch her, but he's not. He's too good—to pure for her to go to hell. She likes him though, she likes him a lot.
Maybe she loves him.
Maybe not.
She doesn't know.
All she knows is that she's falling.
(turn around reds and whites again)
He watches her with melancholy and misunderstanding—she's changed, she's not her—and then a part of him thinks that she was never her.
(but there's no comfort in the waiting room)
Oh God, oh God she's dying she's dying and he's scared and he's panicked and he's holding her hand saying everything things gonna be okay, but it's not and he's crying.
(just nervous pacers bracing for bad news)
And she's smiling and he's lost. And she's not staring at him—she's staring past him, past the nurses and the doctors and the hospital window. He just wants to fall—fall fall fall— but he can't because there are all the people here waiting to catch him.
And he hates that, he thinks as he cries.
(then the nurse comes round and every one lifts their head)
She was smiling she thinks; she was smiling at Red—but then the smile got bigger and bigger because she saw a flash of red.
And she's falling.
Falling, falling, falling, jumping; spiraling down into the ground.
(But I'm thinking of what Sarah said.)
I catch her.
And she smiles.
(love is watching someone die, but seeing someone fall in their arms is love too.)
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fin
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Just in case you didn't catch it in the beginning.
Confusing point of Views so I'll give you the order: Red. Lance. Yellow. Red. Red. Red. Yellow. Lance.
