It all belongs to the one and only Kurt Sutter
Chapter 1
Club house kitchen
"Are you sleeping with my son?"
Eli looked up from her news paper in to the eyes of Gemma, it was a shocking question but considering it came from Gemma she should have expected it.
As the answer was more complicated than a simple yes or no. How to answer?
Lying was one thing Eli never did, why bother.
"Yea. Why?"
"Thank God! Finally the boy sees the light." Grabbing a coffee cup Gemma sits down at the breakfast table. "I tough he was never going to get over that Tara bitch, but he finally over her and on to the one who he always should have been after!" Gemma sure looked like the cat who caut the canary.
Eli has always known that Gemma hoped for her and Jax to get together, as luck would have it, it had also been Elis dream as long as she could remember.
The problem was that Jax didn't see it the way his mom did, or the way Eli did.
Better tell it the way it was before Gemma started to make wedding plans
"But he's not sleeping with me."
"Huh, I don't get it how are you sleeping whit him but he's not sleeping whit you? Were you wearing some kind of mask or something, cause I didn't want to have the details of my sons preferences."
"No, not that. It's not my face he is seeing. He's not sleeping whit me."
Not wanting to see the expression on Gemmas face Eli looked back at her news paper.
A loud crass made her look up to see that Gemma had thrown a coffee cup at the wall.
" That bitch! She has his wrapped around her finger even now, it's been a fucking years."
Gemma was looking at her whit that look that just said, do something!
"What do you want me to say Gemma."
"why are you doing this, it must be breaking your heart?"
" Yea, sure it is but I love him, and if this is the only way I can have then I'm going to take it. I was never going to be his old lady..."
" Don't you say that you act more like his old lady than that bitch ever did, you take care of him and you take him just the way he is club and all. Tara always trying to change him into what she wanted him to be. That's not an old lady, shit, that's not even love."
Eli just coudent take it.
Yes she was the one behind the man Tara so passionlessly said she loved. She has done so much for him and Eli knew that if Tara ever came back, she would lose him. But if she could just for a little bit have her dream she'll take it.
Better to have loved and lost, then to never have loved at all.
That was the truth, and she was going to live by it.
" Hey, Eli you here?"
When you tack about the devil, and all that.
" Yea, am in the kitchen whit your mom!"
Eli looked at Gemma and pleaded that she kept her mouth shut.
'Don't say anything, pleas'
As Jax rounded the corner in to the kitchen and saw Eli sitting there whit his mom he just knew the cat was out of the bag.
Shit couldn't his mom just ones mind her own business, he had a good thing going here. He didn't need his mom ruining it before he could figure out just what he was feeling.
What had started almost 4 months ago had started as just sex but for the first time in years it wasn't just a empty face, or a poor substitute for Tara, it was Eli, and all of a sudden he saw that it had been Eli for a long time, no not in the bedroom, but in his life.
She was everything he had ever wanted his old lady to be, and more.
Just as Jax was opening his mouth to explain to his mom, just that this had nothing to do with her, Clay walked in not looking to happy.
"Jax, Wendy the crow eater is here to see you, and she's pregnant, saying your the baby's daddy!"
"WHAT, is she crazy!"
"She has prof, doctors papers, kid has the family flaw."
Shit shit shit
" I'll go talk to her"
Eli stood up, and went out of the kitchen without a glans at Jax.
End chapter 1
TBC
